The Life of a Dreamer

Chapter 11

My hell on earth fifth grade, year one.

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So I am starting off the year just about friendless, I was recently introduced to video games.

I was always stressed out, I've even said, "I am sick! I'm sick of school." I had really only one friend, but he was just as creative as me. Mike was my best friend.

I would never do the work, and I was always absent. I fell behind in every subject except for Math was something that I could pick up and do.

I was failing Spelling, Science, and History. Only Math was at least a B. I was absent so much that I had to attend Summer School, but I'm getting ahead of myself.

Mike and I made a group of the planets, I was obsessed with Sailor Moon, and we were studying space. We even got others to play with us, I was Saturn, he was Uranus, we had Mars, Pluto, Jupiter, Venus, Neptune, and Murcury.

I was allways so stressed out. I just gave in and I started playing videogames I was into Pokemon, Neopets the Darkest Farie, and abunch of kiddy games...

In fifth grade it seemed like everyone was going out, and my parents kept trying to set me up with someone, saying, "She's pretty... Oh, she likes you... How many girlfriends do you have?" At the end of the year I told my friend Salie, We were watching some movie for science, and I passed her a note saying, "I like you." She looked at me and said, "As a friend, right?" Needless to say I was still single.

That year I was absent so much, because I just did not want to go to school, and my mom didn't mind, and when it started to effect my grades I just hid my low scores from my parents. My backpack was always a mess, a big mess, my parents would make fun and say things like, "God knows whats in your backpack, my hand will get eaten if I put it in there." I stopped caring, I slacked off and wanted to drop the school, just like so many before me.

I had never known what it felt like switching schools, I was very nervous. A lot happened and most of it was a bad experience, so I don't remember a lot.

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Dream World,

During the summer I would have a ton of nightmares. I would dream of my fifthgrade teachers comming back to "haunt" me, I would dream that they would follow me to my new school, and that nothing in my life would change, almost like, if I move I would live through that Hell again. I would dream that they would chase me and I couldn't do anything to stop them. I dreamt that they were out to get me. My new school in my dream looked a lot like my old school, wia very small difference.

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I believe my dreams and my words are Prophetic in a way.