The Life of a Dreamer

Chapter 16

Wow 16 years of my life just flew right bye.

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I'm still mad about the holding me back thing, and the math thing, so then I decided I would go to an Early College High School. When I was applying I got a recommendation letter from every teacher I had in Seventh, and Eight Grades. I also got one from my Math teacher from Sixth grade in total I had 13 Recommendation letters.

Summer time-

So I am working VBS, and I am taking care of Damian, Carina's little nephew, and he somehow figures out I have a crush on her. Thank God she was out of town, and he would harass me about her, and tease me and eight-year-old teasing me. He then told me about another guy who likes her, my and Carina's mutual friend Andrew who was on stage, Andrew is Carina's best friend, and I knew he liked her, hey she knew we both liked her.

In the camp we had to go to, I meat this boy Daniel, he immediately became my friend. He surrounds himself with people, I say he is afraid to be left alone, Mono-phobia. I think he is the coolest. His mom is a teacher there. My school is the best, they bought us all iPad 2s, and for lunch I would be with him for an hour, sometimes it's just us.

Anne moved to early college with me we are still having stupid problems...

I have pretty must every freshman as a friend there are only 97 of us. My friend though the one I talk to most is Daniel, we just talk and he is so funny, and he listens to me when I talk, about stupid things like my dreams, and such. I think he is very cute, but I won't ever let him know that. Now off of that strange topic.

For about five months my grandma got sick with Cancer, she is the reason I know Jesus, and the reason I love church, when she went through Cemo therapy, .............(Dreams).............. My mom shaved her head. Now she is in remission and we are all so glad that things are starting to go back to normal, and both my mom's hair, and my grandma's hair are growing back, my mom more than my grandmother but still.

Daniel, has a lot of friends, at some point he had a girlfriend Sandy, and I saw them kiss twice which made me so jealous and third-wheelish. Over Christmas break they broke up, and I am friends with Sandy too, but now no so much. Daniel acts gay with all of his friends, and they him. It's really weird, but Not with me for some reason, but I don't care that would make things too weird. I might blush though when he touches my hand..............(Dreams)............... One day we were with Slap, for lack of a better name, his is gay but very masculine, he drove us to Whataburger, and that whole school day I was with him, after Slap dropped us off back at school, Daniel told me, "When Slap told me he was gay, I was shocked." "Why?" I asked.

"Because of how he looks..."

"Because he is masculine? Some gays can be masculine." I almost said on the offense.

"Yeah, I never known a gay that was like him" after he said that he changed the subject.

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A different time, we were walking to lunch, and I'm talking to him, I start thinking about him.

"What are you thinking about?" He asked.

I said what I told him before, he asked the question, " Oil spots." I started laughing.

"Who are you thinking about?" He asked, my heart missed a beat.

"A person?!" I asked.... He changed the subject at that moment.

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Friday right before, we leave for our three day weekend because of Martin Luther King Jr. Day.

Daniel and Ralph, are talking about a crush Daniel has... On a girl...

"So your throwing yourself in the friendzone, right away?" Ralph asked him.

"Yeah it's like the picture, the bottom of the the cliff is the friendzone... 'No let me' and then I jump right in." Daniel said.

"Your crazy man, does ..... Know who your crush is?" Ralph is talking about me at this point.

"No, ..... Can't know." Daniel said right in front of my face as if I wasn't even there, I was hurt that he wouldn't tell me his crush, and now I'm curious.... Oh well.

For the talent show this year I sang Give Me Your Eyes by Brandon Heath.... And my highlight was when Daniel hugged me.

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Dream World,

The night before my mom shaved her head, I had a dream that everyone was talking about my mom shaving her head. The next morning, I find my mom at my grandmas house in the kitchen bald.

The next night I had a dream about 12 Roaches in my room, my step dad then went in and killed them all, but I don't want them to die. The next morning I went to take a shower and there is a roach, and it ended up doing suicide in the shower drain, I didn't want him to die. I believe all life is precious.

I dream about a chocolate river, and my mom's purse is full of chocolate. Later on in school, we got a lot of chocolate.

I had a dream I was protecting a kid (goat) or a puppy or something like that, and I dreamed that snake bit me 3 times...that day out of random (Or at least almost random) my history teacher is talking about snakes and their venom... And three times he mimicked a person getting bit.

I dreamed about Daniel one day. I dreamed that I had accidentally touched his hand with mine, by the end of the dream he was stroking my arm and holding me, and that was the day we were together the whole day and had lunch with Slap.

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In case you didn't get it ............(Dream)............ Means I had a dream about this the night before it happened. I hope my life is at least a little bit interesting... Further chapters in this book will be my Diary Prologue... Great now Im going to lie awake tonight thinking about...