Paranoia

°I'm sorry°

A/N: Italics in story are Noelle's thoughts.

Previously in Paranoia:
I felt myself burning with all different types of emotions upon seeing them anger,sadness,bitterness,love, but most of all guilt.
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I looked up into his beautiful emerald green eyes. No.No.No he can't be here. Why is he here?He has to leave. He looks sad for a moment before he reaches out, and tries to grab my arm. I shake my head furiously and back away quickly. I look up to see a hurt look on his face, and I almost feel bad for the way I'm acting towards him. Almost. "Noelle....I..." He looks down, and when he looks back up his eyes are red and there are tears slipping down his face. I watch them glide down his cheeks, before curling under his chin, and falling to the padded floors. "I'm so sorry" he whispers before finally breaking down. "If I had know that.." But he can't get his words out, due to his sobbing. Still I shake my head in disbelief at what he was about to say. Because he did know. Just as I am about to say something, Dr.Heartman comes through the door. "Sir I'm sorry, but I'm gonna have to ask you to leave" he says. "I just need to talk to her, I have to tell her-" but before he can finish his sentence I cut him off. "No" I turn to Dr.Heartman. " I don't want him here." I don't trust him. Not anymore. "Noelle..." He whispers brokenly. "Go away Matthew, I hate you, and I never wanna see you again." Matthew shakes his head "No Noelle, I won't leave, not until you know. I never meant for any of this to happen. If I had known that this is where you were. I would've come back, because I love you."