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My R

TW// suicide, self harm

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"Guys, this was a good stream.", George had a big smile on his face. He always has this perfect teeth and smile everyone adores. He was wearing a blue sweatshirt with a white undershirt.

"Thank you for all the donations and I will make sure to check out the stuff that I need to check out!", he says lively as he waves goodbye to his viewers. "Bye everyone!"

"Byeee!", Dream speaks on the call.

"Love you!", Sapnap joins as well.

"Bye guys!!", George waves one last time and ends his stream. He mutes his mic on the call and gives out a big sigh as he melts into his gaming chair.

He covers his face with both of his hands and groaned, tears started to form in his eyes.

"George?", Sapnap saying his name makes him jump.

"Why is he on mute?", Dream asks.

George clicks the unmute button and speaks to his friends.

"Yeah?", he exhaustedly said.

"Are you okay?", Dream asks his friend in a worried tone.

"Of course, why wouldn't I be okay?", George answers confidently.

"Oh come on George, we've been noticing shit about you that's kinda off.", Sapnap adds.

"You're probably just over thinking Sapnap.", George muttered.

"Are you sure?", Dream uttered.

"Yeah.."

"By the way George, Dream ordered a ticket to London to see you!", Sapnap shouts at his mic. George gasped, his mouth was wide open. He didn't know what to feel, he's not ready to see Dream. Not because of what Dream looks like, it's because George's hiding something from him and Sapnap that he's not ready to reveal yet. Something serious that his friends aren't going to be happy about. Dream visiting him will also be a burden to his plan.

"Sapnap! That was supposed to be a surprise.", Dream exclaimed.

"What?! Dream? Why didn't you tell me first?!", George raised his voice.

"Aren't you excited?"

"Of course I- I am.. But, that was so all of the sudden."

"I'm sorry for not telling you sooner. I'll probably be there at morning."

"M-Morning? Dream what made you want to come here?"

"I wanted to see you."

"Okay well, I think this is my time to leave. Have fun guys!", Sapnap says and leaves the call.

"Oh..", George sighed.

So many things are running in his head. What if Dream finds the cuts in his wrist? His plan to jump down a bridge? What if he finds out that he's depressed? The many times he tried to kill himself by drinking too much medicine but couldn't do it because of his friends and fans? He knows that it's stupid that he doesn't tell his friends or anyone about his problem but he believes that no one will understand him.

He's been diagnosed with depression for about a month now and he wasn't getting any better. Multiple reasons were behind his illness.

"Can't wait to see you."

"Me too, Dream..", George forces his self not to let the water fall in his eyes come out.

"Do you want to talk..?"