Remember that one time, when you read my diary?
It happened once upon a time, on the night of a random Tuesday.
Odd, I remember it like it was yesterday.
You thought that you were bringing me misery,
Even if I told you countless times how much you made me happy.
It's true, they were my thoughts,
From that one time I was depressed.
You connected the wrong dots.
Now, I wish that those thoughts of mine would have been supressed.
Was it what made you doubt us?
Was it why you stopped taking care of us?
Was it why you became so distant?
Perhaps, I should've been more observant.
Am I to blame for the fact that we don't talk anymore?
For the fact that we are not even friends now?
Are you really empty of love for me now?
Is it too late for us now that we are done for?
Craziness is taking over me, now that I can't be a part of your life.
I know that I cannot take it anymore.
I was a fool to let you go on with your life.
I was ignorant of my own happiness before.
I feel so lost and alone without you.
And when I thought that I was finally over you,
On a random Tuesday night, I was told by a friend
That you had a new girlfriend.
But what can I do,
Apart from supporting you?
I want to,
But could I be able to?
Honestly, it hurts so much to see you happy
With someone that is not me.
I can't let you go, it would be the worst crime of all crimes,
Cause I still love you more than 3000 times.
