It's 3 a.m. in the morning.
And I woke up crying,
Cause I am still mourning.
My memories of you are overwhelming.
I thought that I was done crying for you,
But I still feel love for you.
Instead of forgetting you,
I keep writing about you.
You were the remedy of my anxiety.
You were my home, my shield, my protector.
I imagined us for all eternity.
You swiftly became my anchor,
But you rather left me alone in the dark.
I keep hearing you play guitar,
While tenderly looking at me.
But back then, I was still at your mercy.
Your sweet melodies left me nothing but a scar.
The day we got together was the best.
But now, my heart is filled with emptiness.
I used to feel stronger by your side.
What was I to you? You had to decide.
You were the remedy of my anxiety.
You were my home, my shield, my protector.
I imagined us for all eternity.
You swiftly became my anchor,
But you rather left me alone in the dark.
I am trying to be forgetful,
But I feel like a foul.
You did not confide in me.
You left me out of your misery.
I felt like your enemy.
Look how we turned out.
"We were endgame," I thought.
The irony of it all,
Is that I want everything to go back to normal.
