Vinnie walked in the hospital, goosebumps covered his body. It was quiet and loud at the same time, even tho it was already 2am.
"I'm sorry what room is Jenna Carson in?".
"Room 456, 7th floor."
"Thank you"
He got out of the elevator, seeing two girls sitting in front of the room. He nervously walked to them when Cher looked at him. Brynn was calmly sleeping on Cher's shoulder
"How's she doing Cher?"
"unstable"
"Fuck" he mumbled
"Yes vincent"
He opened the door of her room really quietly, sat on the chair next to her bed, staring at the large bandages on her arms. She wasn't moving at all. Her body looked so fragile. "I need you to stay with me Jenna okay?" He placed his hand on her bed, not touching her. Brynn woke up and hurriedly entered the room where the two where.
"Dont touch her vinnie"
"I'm not I know"
"Okay..."
"If you're tired you can go home I'll stay with her" he said noiselessly, still looking at poor girl on the bed
"I hope you know I'm not leaving her alone with you" brynn said annoyed.
"Look..I am aware of the fact that I fucked up, but I would never ever hurt her physically especially not in this situation and never in general."
"I'm expecting you to leave as soon as we come back tomorrow" she said before taking her jacket and purse
Little did Vinnie know is that Cher and Brynn were waiting outside of the room for a little bit before leaving.
He took her hand, making sure to be as gentle as possible. He wasn't taking her eyes away from Jenna and they were getting teary.
"Look, I don't know if your really sleeping or not but if you aren't..I completely understand. If I were you, I wouldn't want to see or talk to me either. Since this is obviously the last time I see you.....I'm sorry...I'm sorry I couldn't show you how much you mean to me. In such a short period of time I loved you more than half people. I know actions speak louder than words, but..I mean yea it is overrated thing to say, I don't know what happend that night. Apparently my brain disappeared from my head that day. She just came to our house and managed to distract me from the fact that I wanted to see you. If only she had never come...everything would be better, you wouldn't be in hospital and I would still have you. But it's my fault I gave in so lightly. Like I said, you don't have to believe me because I wouldn't believe myself as well. I acctually enjoyed every moment spent with you. It was enough for me to just look at you. Cuddling, watching movies, laughing, dealing with your cute attitude..everything was like a dream. Even watching old One direction concerts with you. So if there is one thing you can trust me on is that I loved whatever we were. I don't know if we were friends with benefits or I wanted us to be more than that or because we were more. All this I have said does not change the fact that I broke you. I'm just trying to say that you mean so fucking much to me Jenna. And if you're really sleeping that's even better. You don't have to see the person who put you in this state. I don't know how will I forget myself. I'm sorry Jenna. It never occurred to me that you would hurt yourself because of my recklessness. I still want you. Although I can't have you. It hurts more than a sword, but its all my fault. Everything. If this is the last time I get to apologize. I'm sorry, I'm really sorry babygirl, I didn't think this was going to happen. I love you, and always will just know that you have special place in my heart and no one else will ever take your spot..I promise"
Brynn and Cher stood outside of the room and Brynn's eyes started being red and puffy. They started walking out of the hospital and getting in their car. But the thing that Cher didn't know is that she accidentally recorded whole thing that Vinnie said. She noticed when she got her phone out.
"Brynn.....i- I have the whole thing on my phone"
"How?" She asked on the urge of tears
"I don't know i think it accidentally started recording"
"Omg.." she said shocked, putting her hand on her mouth.
Two girls got in the car and drove home while Vinnie was staying with Jenna.
Vinnie's pov
Whole time inwas sitting next to her, holding her small hand and looking at her pure face. I was thinking of her, of how I fucked her up and how I ruined everything we had.
As much as I wanted to hear her beautiful voice I didn't want her to see me. The one who is responsible for all this. And I know she doesn't want to see me. I understand her. I was afraid she would wake up..but she didn't..it was 8am still nothing. She didn't move from the position I found her in.
It was around 10am when Brynn and Cher came back. They didn't look mad for some weird reason.
"Hey" I greeted both of them
"Hey thank you for staying with her" Brynn slightly smiled
"Of course"
"Do you know how is she?"
"Not really...she didn't wake up ever since I came..nor doctors came in her room" I replied
"Dickheads..I mea-" brynn said and I laughed because it was lowkey true
"Fr" I got up..put my jacket on and went out of the room
"Goodbye" Cher said
"Byee"
Brynn and Cher sat in her room watching up to her all till 8pm...at 8pm they both went home leaving her all alone. But Jenna didn't wake up whole day while they were here.
Anesthesia worked too much.
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𝖯𝗈𝗏:𝗒𝗈𝗎 𝖽𝗂𝖽𝗇'𝗍 𝗋𝖾𝖺𝖽 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝗐𝗁𝗈𝗅𝖾 𝗍𝗁𝗂𝗇𝗀
