I grabbed a book and checked it out. I walked out and went home, I waited for Dream then not long after I got home Dream came...but not alone... "Sapnap, this is-" I cut off Dream by saying, "Niki," I stared at Dream dead in the eyes and his smile faded a little. "Hi! Nice to meet you," Niki greeted me but I got up from the couch and went into my room. I planned out how I was gonna kill her and get away with it. I made a drawing of it then smirked and put away the paper. I heard the door to my room open and I smile, expecting to see Dream but instead I saw her. "What do you want?" I scoffed and rolled my eyes, getting up and crossed my arms. "I baked you some cookies!" She smiled and handed me a tray of cookies. She's trying to be nice so Dream will pick her over you... I heard a voice say. For some reason I listened to it. I took the tray of cookies and smiled at her. "Thank you!" I said as sweetly as I could and watched her walk away. Two can play that game. I smirked and took a bite out of a cookie. I was planning what I was going to wear to kill her when Dream walked in. "Niki will be staying over tonight if that's alright with you," he sat down next to me and looked at the drawing I made of the clothes I was going to wear. "That's a cool outfit!" He wrapped an arm around my shoulders and leaned in closer to get a better look at it. "Why is it all black?" He looked at me raising an eyebrow. "I don't know...guess I just like all black outfits," I lied and looked up at him. "Well alright, I have to go back to Niki now. I can't leave her alone," He chucked and walked away. Oh yeah, you can't leave her alone but you can leave me alone. It's fine though...There will be a surprise tomorrow... I smirked at my thoughts and went to the kitchen to see Niki on Dream's lap. I stood there staring...in shock...Dream looked at me and tilted his head acting like nothing is happening. I glared at him through my teary eyes then ran back to my room. "F-fuck you Niki..." I stuttered through my sobbing. I looked out the window to see a bunch of mobs outside. I grabbed armor, weapons, food, and beds. I jumped out the window then went through the nether portal me, Dream and George had made a while ago. I got the the nether and started strip mining until I was far enough from the portal. I placed down a bed and got in it making sure I had my shield out then it exploded. After doing this about 30 times I had gotten very tired and injured. I went back to the portal and went back to my room through the window. I took off all my armor, bandaged myself, and changed clothes. I sat on my bed and counted how many debris I got. "Fuck yes," I smirked seeing that I got 12 pieces of debris. I put them in the furnace and got in bed. I took a nap and after around 1 hour and 40 minutes later I woke up and took the nethrite scraps out of the furnace then got some gold. I put them on my crafting table and made nethrite ingots. Heh...she won't see this coming... I thought to myself as I made a nethrite axe, chestplate, and leggings. I checked the time and it was already 4am, I knew everyone was asleep so I slowly went over to the couch where Niki slept. "Bye bye..."I whispered in her ear then chopped her head off. -----------------------------------------------------The next day--------------------------------------------------------- Dream's POV I woke up and used the bathroom excited to see Niki. I went downstairs knowing Sapnap is asleep and saw Niki wasn't here. That's weird...maybe she had to leave early. I shrugged it off and made a fruit salad for me and Sapnap. As I waited I decided to call Niki just to make sure she got home safe. No answer... I turned on the TV and saw Niki's body without the head... Oh my god... I started sobbing and when Sapnap came out of his room I ran to him and gave him a hug. "Pandas..." I said, my voice shaking. "What's wrong?" He asked in a worried tone. "N-Niki she..." I stuttered with my words. "Shhh...breath in and out," he hugged me tighter and I breathed in and out which helped me calm down. "Now tell me what happened," he gave me a comforting smile and I tried to smile back through my tears but the smile quickly faded. "I-I saw Niki on the TV...s-she's dead!" My voice raised, I was in disbelief that she died so suddenly and so young. "Dream...I know I can't do anything to fix this but I can tell you that she wouldn't want you to be sad...you have to get over her soon...I'm not saying to get over her right now, take your time I'm just saying you're gonna have to get over her eventually..." I'm glad he didn't say sorry, everyone says that and it doesn't help anyone feel better. "Is that...A NEW COUCH??" I asked trying to change the subject. "Yeah I got it last night, do you like it?" He smiled softly at me and I gave him a confused look. "How did I not hear you replacing the couch?" He just stared and me and shrugged. "Also why would you get a new couch? You always talked about how much you loved that couch..." I raised an eyebrow and crossed my arms. "I don't know...I guess I just got bored of it," I was a bit suspicious of him but brushed it off and gave him the fruit salad I had made for him. "Thank you!" He smiled at me and started eating. "Technoblade is coming over again, sorry but he lost his mom yesterday." I frowned at him and he stopped eating and gave me a straight face. "I'm not hungry," he put down the bowl and walked away. Weird... I looked at the bowl and ate whatever he left. I went into Sapnap's room and saw him sharpening a NETHERITE axe. "SAPNAP? WHERE DID YOU GET NETHERITE FROM?" I was pretty shocked to see that he was able to get netherite without dying. "I went mining last night," Niki died last night...how did he not notice... "Sapnap how did you not notice Niki was dead...you said you changed the couch...?" Sapnap was always a good liar so what I asked was completely pointless. "I left through my window and when I brought the couch I didn't see her so I thought she left. "But wouldn't there be blood on the couch?" I leaned on the wall and stared at him, still crying. "Maybe the killer cleaned the couch? We had a black couch," he had a point so I let him off the hook. "Do you wanna go trade with villagers while we wait for Technoblade?" I didn't care that I was still crying, I missed spending time with Sapnap. "I mean...if you're okay with going out then sure," he smiled at me and held my hand which made me smile back. I put on my mask and we left the house. After about 20 minutes of walking we made it to the village. He almost immediately went to the library and I chuckled then ran after him. I noticed him holding an enchanted book and he handed to to me. "Mending!? Sapnap thank you!" I hugged him knowing that I needed mending pretty badly. "No problem Dreamy," I dragged him to the black smith and got a diamond sword. "Axe's do more damage but I guess that could be useful for when your axe breaks," I nodded and went to one of the farmers. "We need wheat right?" I look over to Sapnap nodding, "alrighty," I paid the villager and put it in my backpack. I grabbed his hand and looked down at him. "We should get home now?" He tilted his head. "Yeah, I heard it's gonna start snowing later today," When I said that Sapnaps eyes lit up. "HELL YEAH," he yelled which got some villagers to stare at us. "Sapnap, shhh," I chuckled and we started to walk home. While we were walking a few snowflakes started to fall from the sky and I saw Sapnap stick his tongue out. "What are you doing-" I asked in between my wheezes. "Shut up," he rolled his eyes and continued to stick his tongue out. After what felt like 3 minutes we got home. "Bottoms first," I said as I held the door open for him. He stopped walking and just stared at me. "What?" he stared into my mask. "You're a bottom aren't you-" I started to wheeze from that sentence. His face was a bright red and he ran into his room. I closed the door and slowly stopped laughing. I sat on the couch and put on a random movie then saw Sapnap walk in wearing my hoodie and only my hoodie. I turned a deep shade of red and looked away trying not to look at him. "Sapnap- where are your pants..." I managed to say. "Dreamy it's too hot for pants," he said which was not very reasonable because he could have just wore shorts. He walked over to the couch and sat next to me. "What are you watching?" He rested his head on my shoulder and held my hand. "I-I don't know...some random movie I found..." I stuttered a little and turned my head away. "When is Technoblade coming?" He closed his eyes and asked. "He should be here any minute," I muttered glancing at the door. Then we heard a faint knock on the door. "IT'S OPEN!" I called out loud enough for Techno to hear. He walked in and awkwardly looked at us. "You can sleep in my room," Sapnap smiled at him to which Techno smiled back and went to his room. Guess I was wrong about him this whole time...maybe he doesn't hate Techno, I smiled to myself and pulled him closer to my chest. I looked down at him and found him sleeping, aw how cute. I picked him up bridal style and put him in my bed. I went over to Sapnaps room to comfort Technoblade since he's been through a lot lately. Sapnaps POV I pretended to sleep and when I was certain that Dream left the room I got up and grabbed armor, food, gapples, and an axe. I then jumped out the window and made my way to the portal. When I got to the nether I fought magma cubes and blaze's. I didn't keep track of time and after about 4 hours I realized how long I was in the nether for. I darted back to the portal and dashed back home. When I got to Dream's room I saw him sitting on the bed, waiting for me. I just stood there not saying anything. He sighed in disappointment which hurt, a lot, and took off my armor. "I'll be back, stay there," he walked away so I decided to put the magma cream and blaze rods in my backpack so he wouldn't see them. He came back and wiped the blood off of my face and hands then bandaged all the scars. "Why didn't you tell me you were going to the nether?" He glared at me and crossed his arms, waiting for an answer. "How'd you know I went to the nether..." I looked away and bit my lip nervously. Dream can be scary when he wants to be. "You have burn marks on your face and hands, Pandas," He sighed and hugged me. "Just don't do that again...please," I looked away and hugged back not responding. He pulled away and looked me directly in my eyes. "Pandas?" He tilted his head a bit. "I can't promise you anything," I sighed disappointed in myself and went to the bathroom Dream had in his room. I sat on the floor with the door locked. What am I doing in life... I was re-thinking every decision I made in life when I heard a loud bang on the door then a grunt. I heard Technoblade and Dream yelling each other about how Techno betrayed him. That's when I realized they were fighting and Dream needed help. I jumped out of the bathroom window and walked back into the house through the front door so I could get my nethrite armor and axe. I then got all the notch apples I've been saving and made my way up to Dream's room. I quietly walked in and saw Dream and Techno beaten up but Dream was more, he didn't have armor. I held my axe to Techno's neck. "Don't make any sudden moves..." I smiled and cut his throat a little by how close and sharp my axe was. "I've been waiting to kill you since day one," I laughed and put up my shield when he tried to attack me. "You messed up..." I swung my axe and Techno's head sliced off. Dream stared at me in horror. I looked at him and smiled, "Don't worry, I'll clean this up." "P-Pandas...you didn't have to kill him..." Dream was stuttering with tears in his eyes. I tilted my head and leaned in closer to him. "He hurt you," I then pulled away and started to clean up the blood then went to bury the body. After I buried the body I went back home and changed my clothes. I hugged Dream and whispered in his ear, "I would never hurt you." I then pulled away and slept on his bed. ----------------------------------------------------------The next day----------------------------------------------------- I woke up and went to the bathroom. After a few minutes I left the bathroom and went to the kitchen. "Dreamy, what are you making?" I asked acting like nothing happened the other night. He just glanced at me and looked away. "You can make cereal or something," he said with no emotion then walked away. I rolled my eyes and made myself cereal. "So you're mad at me for saving your life?" I raised an eyebrow and sat down across from him. He scoffed and continued to eat. I looked down and muttered "I love you" but he didn't hear. "What was that?" He looked at me and leaned back in his chair. I looked up at him and glared. "I love you okay!?" I growled then teas started to form in my eyes so I decided it was best to go to my room. As I was walking away I heard Dream mutter my name but I didn't care. When I got to my room I closed the door and locked it then sat on my bed. I took my phone off of the bedside table. It's been a while since I've spoken to George...sure we hate each other but I miss him... I went to discord and called him. I waited and after 2 minutes he finally answered. "Hello?" His british accent was clear to hear. "George...I forgive you," I mumbled loud enough for George to hear. I heard rumbling then it went silent. "WAIT REALLY?!" I heard the british man say. "Yeah...Dream is...mad at me," I winced by just saying the sentence. "Why?" George questioned me pretty curiously. "Techno betrayed Dream and tried killing him so I killed Techno first so he couldn't kill Dream and now he's mad at me for some reason," I blurted out talking pretty fast. "Oh...well you can either give him some time or talk to him now and ask why he's mad at you," George was always pretty good at giving advice. "Thanks Gogy but I don't think he wants to talk to me," I sighed. "You can try to talk to him, maybe start off by saying you wanna have an important conversation with him," George was right. If I start off by saying it's important he would most likely talk to me. "Thanks Gogy," I heard him sigh from the nickname and we said goodbye then left. I went to Dream's room and sat on his lap. His eyes widened and I played with his hair. "Dream I need to talk to you, it's important." When I said that he sighed and grabbed my waist. "Go on..." I smiled at the fact he's letting me talk to him. "Tell me why you're mad," I looked down at him and saw that he was looking away. "Pandas, that was all an act to see if you would help me," my eyes widened. "WHAT?! WHY DIDN'T YOU TELL ME WHEN I WAS ABOUT TO KILL HIM?!" I got off of his lap and glared at him. "I-I was in shock!" Dream stuttered with tears in his eyes. "DREAM- YOU HAD A CHANCE TO SAVE TECHNO BUT YOU DIDN'T," I groaned and pinched the bridge of my nose. "WHY DO YOU CARE SO MUCH? DIDN'T YOU HATE HIM?!" Dream yelled, he was sobbing by now. "YES BUT I'M TIRED OF YOU BEING MAD AT ME," I had enough and walked away. I went to my room and just sat there. What have we become... I frowned and decided to lay down. I eventually fell asleep. Dream's POV I felt bad for Sapnap. He was just trying to help me and he was right. It was my fault. I lied down on my bed and read a book when I got a message on discord. I checked who it was from and it was Wilbur. I smiled and responded to his text. Wilbur(: Hey Dream, why is Sapnap sad? {Dream} We just had an argument Wilbur(: And you guys did talk it through, right? {Dream} He killed Technoblade, Wilbur Wilbur:) Theres gotta be a reason for that {Dream} Me and techno thought it would be a good idea to pretend that techno was trying to kill me read 3:13am I sighed and put my phone away. I lied down and fell asleep. -------------------------------------------------------The next day--------------------------------------------------------I woke up and used the bathroom. After I used the bathroom I went downstairs and saw Sapnap cooking chocolate chip pancakes, my favorite. "Sit down, your pancakes are almost done," he calmly said even after what happened the other day. I sat down and waited for the pancakes. After 3 minutes Sapnap gave me a plate with 3 chocolate chip pancakes on it. "Thanks..." I muttered still a bit mad at him. He sat down across from me, like he always does but this time he didn't have food in front of him. "Where's your food?" I asked Sapnap, just because I'm mad at him doesn't mean I don't care about him. "I'm looking right at it," He said staring me in the eyes. I turned completely red and looked away from him. "Dream, you never said if you love me back," he frowned and looked away. "Pandas, I can't answer that...not right now," I sighed and started to eat the pancakes he made me. They were really good so I couldn't help but ask for more. He nodded and started to make more pancakes. While he was making the pancakes I went into the room to get a charger since mine broke. I saw that he got a text for George and the first thing I saw was "I love you." I started to panic so I quickly got the charger and charged my phone. "You okay?" Sapnap asked, not even looking at me. "Yeah...are you and George dating?" I chuckled a bit trying to make it seem like a joke. "No." Sapnap firmly said which sent chills down my spine. "Pandas, you don't have to hide it. I saw George saying he loves you on your phone," I sighed as he gave me a plate with another 3 pancakes. "What?" He scoffed and went to his room and after a minute or two he came back and rolled his eyes. "Dream, he was just telling me how to confess my love for you," after he said that I felt stupid. "O-oh..." I stuttered. "What? Were you jealous?" He chuckled and grabbed a water bottle. "NO!" I responded a little too quickly. "Sureeeeeeeee," he rolled his eyes and laughed. "I still don't understand why you're so mad at me! It's not even my fault..." Sapnap had tears in his eyes and it broke my heart to see the love of my life cry. "Sapnap- I'm sorry..." I sighed and stuffed my mouth with pancakes. I looked down trying to avoid eye contact. "I don't wanna hear you say you're sorry...I wanna hear you say you forgive me," he quickly replied. He did have a point, he wasn't as mad as I was with him so he didn't really understand why I said sorry. "I....forgive you," I gave in and decided it was best to forgive him. I couldn't stay mad at him forever. His eyes lit up and he kissed me. I was shocked at first but ended up melting into his kiss. After a few minutes he pulled away. "Sorry-" before he could finish his sentence I pulled him in for a kiss again. He kissed me back but pulled away after a minute. "Dream- George should be here any minute...we should stop," did he just say GEORGE is coming over? He didn't even ask if I was okay with George coming over. "WHAT?" I growled at him then saw his eyes fill with tears. "S-sorry..." I mumbled wiping the tears from his eyes. "Dream, we JUST stopped arguing...please don't start another argument," he was right. He was always right. I sighed and agreed to let George come over. Sapnap smiled a bit and hugged me. In the middle of our hug there was a knock on the door. I groaned lightly when Sapnap pulled away from the hug. I watched as he opened the door for George. George walked in and walked over to me to shake my hand but I just walked away. George sighed and left me be but I felt Sapnap glare at me. I sighed and walked over to Sapnap and George. I wrapped an arm around Sapnaps waist and George raised an eyebrow. "Are you guys dating?" George laughed a bit after asking the question. "No, why?" I rolled his eyes and pulled Sapnap in closer to me. George looked at my hand that was on Sapnaps waist. George sighed, giving up and started to talk to Sapnap. They were having a conversation when I grabbed Sapnaps hand and dragged him to the other room. "Dream what the hell?" He glared at me trying to leave but I didn't let him. "Pandas, I don't want him here," I mumbled, hugging him tightly. He sighed softly and hugged back. "I know, Dreamy, but he's my friend and I want him here. Let him stay for dinner?" He gave me those puppy dog eyes he always gives me and I couldn't say no. "Fine..." I scoffed and watched him run back to George. I went to the kitchen and started to cook dinner for them. I didn't want to but I had to make food for George. After an hour I walked over to George and Sapnap and saw them watching a movie together. "Dinner is ready," I smiled when Sapnap walked past me but glared at George when he walked past me. After we ate Sapnap said he had a great idea on what we could do. "Lets watch a horror movie but George and Dream have to sit next to each other," Sapnap smiled wide and I couldn't help but smile back until I realized what he said. "NO," I growled which made George and Sapnap sharply turn to look at me. "Pandas is sitting in the middle," I glared at George and he just looked down at his feet.
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Dream isnt a bad guy..right..? | dreamnap
FanfictionI did NOT draw the art in this story all credit goes to the talented artists. Sapnap has been feeling really depressed for the past months. Dream kept telling Sapnap hes just upset and he'll get over it. Sapnap was later diagnosed with severe depres...