Mikasasha~A Love Story

~Night Time~

~Sasha Braus POV~

At the end of the day I'm almost dying with exhaustion. I honestly don't know how I'll be able to keep this up for a whole year.

When I get home I run up to my room and slam the door shut, just before I slide down the back of it and put my head in my arms.

A couple tears fall. One after another they start to come down heavier. Until I'm almost sobbing. I'm so weak. I wipe my eyes and stand up. I have no time to cry.

I go over and lay down on my bed.

Out of no where I punch myself as hard as I can in the face. Holy shit. That was a lot.

After a couple more hard punches and tears, I go to the bathroom.

When I look in the mirror I don't recognize myself. I have a big bruise above my eye, and a little bit of blood is dripping from my nose.

I start sobbing again. I stay in there for forever.Why can't I just be normal. Why can't I just be pretty and nice and a normal girl.

I decide to pull out my phone and for some reason my finger hovers over the name "Mikasa<3"

I can't.

Maybe...

I tap on the screen.

Fuck.

It rung 5 times. It's fucking 12:00 am she's not going to pick up.

After 2 more rings she picks up.

A soft groan comes from the other end before a soft voice speaks up.

"Hello? Sasha are you okay?"

All I can do is let out a small sob.

"Sasha?"

"S-sorry." I let out in between breaths.

"Hey, hey it's okay. What happened?" She asked in what actually for the first time in awhile sounded like someone actually cared.

"I-I just, it's-s h-hard to say." I manage to get out.

"Do you need me to come over?" Mikasa asked. This took me by surprise but I wasn't going to turn down the offer. I needed to be with someone, anyone who cared.

Mikasa and I only live a couple houses down, now that I moved.

It didn't take her long to get here. But when she did I hear a little knock on the window.

I tried to wipe tears as best I could before opening the window.

"Heh hey mikasa." I said a tear trickling down my face.

Before I could say anything else Mikasa jumped into my arms and hugged me.

I was surprised but smiled to myself and hugged back.

After what seemed like forever she finally let go and walked over to my bed. Mikasa smiled at me and patted the seat next to her after she had sat down.

There was not much to make of my room. Just a bunch of anime stuff. My bed is pushed out to the wall in one corner, and in the other is my desk. All of my walls are covered head to toe in anime pictures. And my most prized possession is my manga shelf, with over 300 books that I have collected over the years.

I go down to sit next to her.

As if she's physic she rolls up the sleeves to my giant yellow sweatshirt.

"Sasha..." she starts as she rubs her thumb over the red lines on my wrists.

I look up at her. She looks back at me, but not with a look of pity, but with a look of hurt and willingness, like she's going to try and help me.

"I'm sorry." I whisper.

She responds by pulling me into another big hug.

We stay like that for awhile until she kisses the top of my head.

"Do you want to lay down?" She asks.

"Uh sure."

I'm still in her arms so she pulls me down with her.

I let out a small giggle. She smiles down at me.

She holds me tight making me feel safe. I nuzzle my head into her chest and let out a big breath.

Mikasa runs her fingers through my hair, taking out my pony tail.

"We don't have to talk about it now...but I think you should talk with someone soon." She whispers.

"I'll try."

A/N hey guys:) little Mikasasha chapter for you. I hope you like it:) I promise it's going to get nicer.

Word Count ~729 words~