Sweet Memoir

the deal

Justin's POV

At night, theres an event at the beach, theres band, theres also fire play, people were dancing,

And im here in the open pub drinking wine.

Nothings satisfy me than being with this moment.

I received a text message in whatsapp and as i see it, its from Jonus
"Take care there, dont drink too much"

I find myself smiling.
And it gives me a butterfly in my heart knowing that he is thinking about me at this hour.

Then I replied. "No problem security guard, this time i will guard myself 🤣😅😂, wish you were here.

"I hope so im there for you"

I laughed, and he knows how to flirt too.

Its already 1am when i went to my room to sleep, im so drunk, my eyes were about to fell off because im so sleepy. But Then i still managed to  sleep
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You know what, i messaged my ex bf, my ex bf who i never have, he lives in US, we were on and off for years, and i dont know but he is really my type. He is so smart and good looking but he is gone.

Maybe he have someone else

No he doesnt have someone else

How do you know?

I knew it because i know him, he isnt like that, if he is shut down, maybe he had just something to sort out and so i have no choice but to leave him be dont want to disturb him, i will just wait until he is back

Oh well you are so positive about that, but i guess you will wait forever

You are so bad!

Im not bad, but im just saying, you know, you are beautiful, smart, you can find someone else, forget about him, just fly high. Me? You wouldnt believe it, but thats what i always do. Forget and fly

Wow! Did i just got a piece of advise from you?
Oh well thank you! But i still believe in us!

Thats your decision.

So tell me , do you have someone right now?

Me? No. Haha! I will only have a gf for 2 months, maybe thats the longer period.

What did you just say? Are you saying you have 6 gf in a year?

Nope, but more than that

What? So you a playboy?

Its UK, and girls here just want sex. So i just give what they want. Everything is for just sex.

I cant believe it, you look so adorable that i think you cant hurt a woman but it turns out that you are a womanizer ?

I dont hurt girls.

You do hurt girls because you just want sex not love

Oh come on, dont talk to me about love (and he rolled his eyes) which i find so cute

OK lets not talk about then (then i wink  on him)

He smiled and touching his lips after seeing me did that

Can you do it again? He requested

What? This ( wink my eye)
Then he smiled
Yeah! You know what that means here?

Oh what?

That means you want to do sex (and he laughed so hard)

What?!!! I hesitated.

Yes (he cant erase his laugh in his face, though he is trying not to show it to me)

I didnt mean to do that to you?

I know (he smiled) we were talking for days now, you know i dont talked for too long

You already said that to me a million times.

Well, im just saying that you might fall for me

I laughed so hard after hearing him that say

And why would you think i will fall inlove with you if i continue talking with you? Of course i wont

Good to hear that, i dont want you to fall in love with me because i dont want you to get hurt, i dont like hurting girls so promise me you wont

He seemed so serious about what he said and me in the contrary cant help myself from laughing, this is the greatest joke i have heard this day

Okay, you too promise me that you wont fall inlove with me?we just gonna be friends the entire time that we are chatting

And so we made a deal

Then slowly my eyes were opened, remebering those conversation that we had made me get more interest on him, i mean how could he be so sure of that. He seemed think too high of himself.

This gonna be the last day that i will spend my time here in this beach so i make sure i will enjoy most of it

I wear the black bikini i bought, its too revealing but who cares no one in this place knows me so its all okay. I love this feeling that i could do what i want, its so fulfilling when you dont have to think what others might think about you

I walked down until i get to the white sand beach, i walked with my bare feet, the roughness feeling in my feet because of the sand is even therapeutic, then it touched the sea shore, i spread my arms and feel the wind, it smells so good, then i walked a little more distance till my half body is soaked with the sea water then i swim then float. And i can feel the sun shines to my face. It feels heaven. I slowly open my eyes and i see how bright the sun is, but what is this face im seeing? Oh God! Why i see jonus smiling face?
Its crazy! I closed my eyes again.
And i hear him say "dont fall inlove with me"
This even getting more weird.
Then i opened my eyes and see the sun shining.

I stayed for like an hour in the sea.
I get my robe, covered it to my body and walked my way to the canteen.
I felt hungry swimming though.

So i ordered food, before going to my table i saw a bunch of keychains and i see one dolphin keychain so i asked the young lady "is this for sale?
And the young lady responded, "yes maam"
"I d like to have the dolphin keychain please"
The young lady handed it over me.