It was always you

Night

Tuesday 09.30 A.M.

Chloe and I danced and drank all night. I don't even remember some things. I woke up in a room in Lara's house, I didn't know who's room it was. I got up and got dressed. I walked down to get some water, and then I saw Louis standing in the kitchen. "slept good?" he said with a mischievous laugh. "funny" I said a little sarcastically. "do you need a paracetamol?" he asked. "gladly" I said. While he took a paracetamol from the kitchen cupboard I looked at him and asked "why are you still here?", he said "I live here, you slept in my room" he laughed. "omg, I'm so sorry, I didn't know" I was shocked. "It's okay I slept on the couch" he said. "wait are you Lara's brother?" I asked. "yes I am" he said. There was an uncomfortable silence, he gave me a paracetamol and a glass of water. "thanks" I said, and took the paracetamol. I still shocked that he's Lara's brother, Lara is a good friend of mine. "I think I'm going home" I said, "okay" he said with a smile, "bye" I said. "bye" he said, and I walked out the door. Than I got a text from my mom from last night:

Ugh... Then I texted Chloe:

When i got home i walked to my mother, she was crying. I walked up to her and hugged her. "I miss him so much" she said sobbing. "I miss him too, I'm so sorry mom that I was gone in one go" a tear fell down my cheek. "It's okay, I'm glad you're okay" my mother said as she wiped away her tears. "where's Julie?" I asked. "Upstairs, in her room I think" said mom. I walked upstairs, and went to Julie. She was sitting on her bed, looking worried. "how is mom"? she asked. "well, she'll be fine, I promise" I said. "there's nothing to worry about" I said in a concerned voice. I went to my room and fell on my bed. Then I got a message from Louis: 

That's so sweet, right? I don't know if I have feelings for him or not. "Gosh Lena don't be silly. It's your friend's brother" I said to myself. I changed and walked downstairs to eat something. "I'm going to school, bye mom". "Bye sweetie!" she said, and I walked out of the door. Fortunately, my first lesson was next to Chloe. "hey how are you?" she asked. "I'm fine, but i am still shocked that Louis is Lara's brother". "yeah me too" said Chloe. "I'm never going to a party again" I said in a confident voice. "we shall see" Chloe said, laughing. The bell rang and I went to my next class. I was sitting next to Louis again. I don't know why, but I was nervous. "today we are going to work on a project with those you are sitting next to. It's a pretty big project so spend time on it even after school" said the teacher. omg, so I have to work with Louis on a project. I looked sideways at Louis, he looked back and said "is something wrong?". "no" I said quickly. "will we work on the project at my house tomorrow?" he said. "sure" I said. "great see you then!" and he walked out of class. When school was done I walked home and texted Chloe:

Does he like me? No of course not, why should he. Chloe is just kidding me. When I got home I walked upstairs to my room. I took my notebook and started doing homework, but I just couldn't concentrate. I kept thinking about Louis. So I picked up my diary that my dad gave me when I was 7. I haven't registered since he passed away.

Dear Diary, 

I haven't registered here since Dad passed away. I'm supposed to do my homework now, but I can't concentrate. I keep thinking about Louis. I don't know ... he has something just so attractive. Actually, I shouldn't think this because it's Lara's brother I found out recently. I didn't even know Lara had siblings.  I'm going to see him tomorrow to make an assignment for history. Chloe thinks he likes me. I'm sure not, and it never will. Mom has not been doing so well lately, she has so much grief from Dad. Julie is worried about Mommy, actually I am too. 

I miss you dad.