Chapter five: its okay to cry (part 1)

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❤Colette❤

I brushed my fingers against my lips, feeling where Niall had kissed them.

I could still feel his hands on my cheek were he cupped my face.

I wanted to deepen things but my stupid books were between us...I'd never be able to stop myself...

But still, stupid Louis had to be with stupid Sabrina! I felt so used and take advantage of! He was only using me for another one night stand! What the hell?!

Forget it Colette! Unf, you have Niall...sexy little Niall...

" What are you daydreaming about?" Pestered my little brother. " You're practically Drooling."

God my little brother is on drugs of some kind..

He knows more than my mother, and he's only 12. He's a rascal but I would never hate him, he's sadly the only person I can talk to..

" I kissed Niall."I blurted without thinking.

" Wow...the short blond one..?"

" He's not short! He's erm just not average height..."

" I call it like it is Colette, I don't think you two make a cute couple." He stated.

" Gee thanks Joel, I can always count on you."

I took my books to my room and arranged them on my shelf, I now had around 30 books...I should set some aside and sell some soon..

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👊Louis👊

I was a such a dick! I swear to god, I was too late to make Colette Jealous with Sabrina...she's already started a stupid relationship with Niall, I had to make Her want me or else this stupid play wouldn't work out.

I couldn't even do Sabrina without incessantly thinking of her.

🔄Flashback🔄

" Louis what are you waiting for?"

" you really wanna do this? I mean we just started dating.."

" stop procrastinating and get inside me!"

This girl was on Viagra I swear, she was making things worst.

" No, I can't do this, I just can't"

" You're thinking of that ugly bulimic girl aren't you?!" She yelled in anger.

" Colette's bulimic?" I asked pretending to be shocked.

" Oh no I as talking about Jenny..."

" Oh...Jenny's bulimic?!?!?"

" Ugh c'mon Tomlinson!!! Lets have some fun..?" She seduced.

"No way, I'm not like this were done, I can't."

" Pussy."

End of Flashback

She was right, people think I'm a bad boy and screw around with girls but this always Happens!

I date her for fifteen minutes, and as soon as we're in the bedroom I come to a complete halt.

It's frustrating that...ugh...I haven't lost my V-card, and I couldn't bare let Colette loose it to that looser. If she hasn't lost it yet...oh god get your mind out of the gutter Tomlinson!

I had to figure out a way to get her interested in me and fast! Or my plan for a scholarship would crumble like pastries.....but I don't even think Im concerned about that...I haven't stopped feeling that sensation when I'm around Colette, I get nervous quick, sweat like a baboon...and all I can think about is her...soft...pink...lips..

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