BTS Oneshots (🌸 ver.) [ot.7]

When he comforts you about your insecurities - MYG

You sighed again as tears filled your eyes.
You looked with disgust to your reflection in the mirror and quickly went far away of it, not being able to look at yourself.
You were getting ready for your date with Yoongi. You confessed to him and asked him out on a date and, to your surprise, he accepted. You were so happy at first but you were starting to regret it.
- What the hell am I gonna do ? How can I show up looking like that ? I am sure he accepted this date just to not hurt my feelings ... You broke down in tears.
Soon after, your doorbell rang and your anxiety grew as you realised that it was him.
You ran to the door and, not having enough courage to open it, talked to him like that.
- Y-Yoongi ? You stuttered without opening.
- Hey. Are you ready ? He asked you
- I-I-I ... N-no ... You looked down.
- It's okay. Take your time.
- Actually I ... don't think I can do this.
- What ? His heart sank as he heard your words. Were you just playing with me ?
- N-No ! It's just that ... You loudly sobbed.
He heard your cries and almost panicked.
- Hey what's wrong... He softly asked. Open the door for me, huh ? Just trust me ...
You hesitantly opened it. His eyes widened as he saw you with your pyjamas, nose red and face wet from crying so hard.
- OMG what's wrong ? Are you okay ? Did you hurt yourself ? He worriedly asked and you couldn't hold it anymore.
You jumped in his arms and loudly cried, pouring your tears on his shirt.
- Hey shh ... I'm here, okay ? He stroke your hair, slowly calming you down.
You sobbed again, wiping your tears with your hands like a little baby.
- Now may I know why you cried ? He asked.
- It's just that ... Why did you accept this date ? You asked him with your doe eyes.
- What ? He blinked his eyes, not expecting that question.
- I am not pretty like other girls. And my body is ugly and not perfect. I don't have those curves that you boys like and look at my hair. I don't even know how I got the audacity to ask a person like you out ...
You hung your head low and he tried your best not to get angry.
- Who said that ? He asked with red eyes.
- It doesn't matter. It's true and-
- Shut up ! He yelled, making you flinch. Omg I am sorry I didn't mean to scare you !
He cupped your cheeks with one hand and patted your back with the other one.
- But why do you think that of yourself ? He sadly asked, making you look down.
- I was getting ready and ... I couldn't find any proper outfit that fit me. And the make-up looks I tried on were so ugly. I don't even know why you said yes to this date.
- Did you hear what you said ? The outfits looked bad because they didn't fit you. Not because your body is. The make up looked ugly, not your face. To me, you are pretty and perfect. You don't need to force to wear tight dresses and high heels or put make up that you don't like. You are enough for me. And I wish you could see yourself the way I see it. He gave you his adorable gummy smile and you exploded in tears again.
- Yah ! This is supposed to be a happy day ! He nervously chuckled, panicking again, not knowing what to say. How about we spend our date here ? He added, making you look up at him with lost eyes.
- There is a TV so we can watch a movie. I can go buy some snacks from the grocery store near here while you prepare some blankets for us to cuddle under. You can freely be yourself because that's what I like about you. He booped your nose and you nodded at him.
- Perfect ! I will quickly go buy food and come back~ He got up and went out.
~ Time Skip : Few moments later ~
Yoongi pulled you closer in his arms, kissing your forehead as you shyly smiled at him.
- You have been clinging onto me and not focusing on the movie since it started, you giggled and he just shrugged his shoulders
- That's because I like the view~ He flirted.
You blushed and slapped his chest, both of your giggles filling the room.
- Tell me something you like about me, he suddenly asked, making you bite your lips.
- Well ... You are sweet and kind. And even though you act tough, you care about your loved ones. You are funny too. And you act cute without even trying ! You giggled.
He smiled and pinched your cheeks.
- Not only because I am handsome, right ?
- Well ... You're really handsome. But that's not a reason to fall in love.
- Then why do you feel so complexed about yourself ? Your heart jumped in your chest. You may not be the prettiest girl for other people. But you are to me, in my heart. So stop stressing about it. Well at least when you're with me, okay ? You shyly nodded. I love you Y/N. He whispered in your ear.
- I l-love you t-too. You nervously stuttered.
- You're finally mine~ He happily giggled and ruffled your hair.

You are not too skinny.
You are not fat.
You are not ugly.
You are not weird.
You are not worthless.
You are not useless.
You are not too sensitive.
You're not too clingy.
You are not too much,
nor not enough.
You know who you are ?
A uniqueness.
A limited version of yourself.
That no one can ever be.
So don't be trapped in a person
you don't want to be.
Be yourself.
Speak yourself.
Free yourself.
I know it's hard.
I never said it's easy.
But you can do it.
No matter what they say.
You have seven angel straight
from heaven by your side.
And a big purple family who is
waiting and rooting for you to shine.
You are not alone.
You have me.
You have us.
You have them.
Believe in you.
Trust you.
Be you.
I love you ♡