madly in love ( zayn Malik) *COMPLETED STORY*

Ch.39

Megan POV

I see him walk out of the park and I start to cry. I'm shaking nd all I can think bout is zayn. I can't break up with him. We just fixed everything. I hate life.

I start walking home. As I walk Zayn calls me. I take a deep breath and answer " hello?" I could hear zayn worried " hey babe where are you?"I fixed my voice " I'm going home right now I'll be at ur house in 10 or 15 minutes" he notice my tone " are you ok?" then it hit me! I don't wanna break up with zayn but I have to end this relationship so I have to make him break up with ME! " I'm fine! Just hungry! I'll be home later I'm bored being there all we do is do retard stuff!" I had said the wrong thing , shit! " oh ok" I hurt him. I'm so sorry zayn but this is for your safety.

" I'll be over later I got to go bye" I hang up. I start to cry again. I'm gonna call Matt.

I dial his number " hey babe" he answers. " what do you want please don't make me break up with him !" he hears me beg and cry. " oh don't cry I have an idea." I know what he wants. S-E-X. The reason me and him broke up was cause I didn't want to lose my virginity to him." what!" he laughs " you know exactly what I want " I take a deep breath " I'll be over at your house soon" I hang up.

I stand in front of zayns door I put on a fake smile. " hey " I say as I walk in and zayn is making lunch. " hey babe since you were hungry I made you some hot dogs. " thanks" I hate sayin mean things to him. " zayn ?" he looks at me " yes love?" I want to break up just there or tell him about Matt but no. " i don't know how to tell you this." he turns the stove off. " you can tell me anything" he say coming towards me n lifts up and puts me on the table. My legs around his waist and his hands on my waist . " we-uh.. We" he looks confused " what's wrong!?" a tear falls down my face " we need to break up!" I look down. " what!?!" he says upset. " why!!" I look up , I have to lie " my mom is moving to Arizona for the next few months so I'll be gone" he gets mad " what about the X factor or what about are plans!? We can't just throw them away" I start crying " i know I'm sorry but we need to break up . I'm sorry but we HAVE TOO!" a tear falls down his face " I can't let you go. " I look at him " I'm sorry but I have no choice it's my moms. Please if you really love me you will let me go. Maybe we will meet again." he

Let's go of my waist and turns around and looks down " I just can't Megan I can't" his voice cracked " I'm sorry I love you" he clenched his fists " leave please" I sob " I'm so sorry zayn" I get my stuff and leave.

I exit the house and get in my car and I cry quietly . I then leave his park way and I drive to Matt's house. I picked a wrong day to wear a tank top and short shorts. I go to his front door and there is the evil Matt. " come in love" I walk in . " did you break up with him?" I nod. " gud " he kisses my neck " you're mine now and only mine. " he kisses my neck every side . He wraps his arms around me and tightens me. I hate this I wanna die. Zayn, all I think about is zayn.

He lays me down on his bed and kissed me and he takes off his shirt and his pants and he is in his boxers. I feel like cryin. He lays Down on top of me. " you don't know how much I wanted to do this with you Megan ! Your just irrisistable." he says and starts to kiss my shoulder sand he removes my shirt. " it would be fun if you would should so affection bitch!" he yells at me. " its hard to show enjoyment of sex when your doing it with the wrong person!" I shout . He slaps me across the face " shut up ! That contestant wouldn't do you any better!"

He undressed me and we are under the covers he used protection but still I had lost my virginity but not to the guy I love. I tried to fall asleep while he was having his fun on me. I tried to ignore the pain .

The next day I woke up and saw him sleeping next to me. How can he sleep feeling wonderful! " morning beautiful" he said as he awoke. " you sure had me turned on. You have a nice body" i just whisper " thanks " he pulls me over to him " stop being scared " I am full of anger " you kind of raped me!" he gets on top of me and start to kiss me and bites my top lip and I moan. I pull away " are we done so I leave and go kill myself for hurting the most loyal man on earth just for you!" he rolls his eyes " forget him! I can give you a lot more than he could have ever given you!" and he starts to kiss my back.

" stop!" I run to his bedroom door naked i don't give a fuck anymore " what the fuck!" he says confused " don't ever touch me!" I say grab my cell phone I have zayn on speed dial and I call him and it rings . " stop Megan don't you dare call him! " he gets up from the bed and reaches for my phone and we start fighting for it . " hello?" on the phone a sleepy zayn answers. " zayn help me!!" I yell as I fight for the phone with Matt. He drops my fone and it falls apart. " bitch !" he yells and starts hitting me and I fight back.

Zayns POV

I am sleeping when my phone rings and I didn't care I didn't look at who was calling i just answer " hello?" and on the other side of the phone I hear Megan grunting and she yells out " zayn help me !" amd she starts grunting again and screaming . Then you hear a big thump and the line disconnects it goes " beeeeeppppp" . I get up from my bed worried . I call again but her phone is off.

I remember when I met Megan she didn't have a car I installed life 360 to see where she was if she didn't get the address . I searched her and I got an address. See if she didnt know the address I search her on life 360 and I would find her or same for her she could find me.

I got into my sweats and a t-shirt and got into my car.