The lost memory Elena Gilbert x reader

The memory wipe

A week has passed since the funeral and everything has gone down hill from there.

Stefan has gone on a ripper binge, I think he fled to New Orleans to see Klaus Mikealson but I'm not sure.

Damon is spiralling in guilt. Nearly all of the bourbon in the house is gone, he is drunk 24/7, him and Rose argue over it all of the time too.

Caroline and Bonnie are MIA, none of them have answered my messages, I'm not sure if they are still in Mystic Falls, they may have went of vacation to take their minds off everything.

The only person who has been here for me is Jeremy, I have spent a couple nights over his house and have slept in Elenas old room from before she moved in with me, it smelt just like her and it made me feel like total shit.

I have spent most of the week my room looking through memories on my phone of me and Elena, I haven't drank much blood lately, just surviving from normal food, I feel so weak.

I have had enough, I don't think I take it anymore.

I made the decision to get Alaric to wipe my memories of Elena, so I write a note:

"Dear brothers,
I know you probably won't even read this since Stefan is in New Orleans and Damon is drunk all of the time but since Rose is in the house I will just explain, hopefully she will understand me.
I don't think I take this anymore, I can't feel the pain I've been feeling for the past week much longer. It's honestly the worst pain I have ever felt. I've contacted Alaric and he said he would do it. I've asked him to erase any memories I've had with Elena.
Hope you understand
Love from,
Y/n Salvatore"
I go downstairs and leave it on the living room table before heading out to Alaric's apartment.

I decide to walk since I just wanted some alone time before I get my memories wiped.

I arrive at the apartment and Alaric sits me down.

"Are you sure about this y/n" he asks.
"I'm sure" I reply, and with that we begin.

"Who was Elena Gilbert" he asks.
"She was my girlfriend, I loved her and she died." I reply with tears welling up in my eyes.
"When did you both first meet"
"Stefan brought her home after school one day and introduced us to each-other"
"What was she like."
"She was innocent pure, there was something different that I admired."
"Tell me the moment you knew you loved her"
"Her and Damon were arguing and for some reason I was drawn to her feirce side"

He then makes me forget.

"Ok now who was Elena Gilbert"
"She was a girl in my class she was stefans friend."