Head over heals (Kian Lawley Fanfiction)

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Alice's POV.

This pain it wasn't a pain but a feeling. I have had this problem my whole life. I had honestly thought I had conquered it.

"Why!" I kept thinking "WHY!!!!"

Luckily I was able to keep a happy face and had acted as if I were okay but I wasnt I wanted to tell him but I knew I would ruin our whole night. I tried not thinking about it so I would forget...

As we walked into the resturaunt we got a booth. Good thing because those make my pain or bad feeling whatever it is start to go away.

We ordered our drinks and I got a rasberry iced tea and he got a water with lemon. Then we ordered our food. I knew I had to order something cheap because I would have to force it down. I ordered a small house salad and a peice of buttered bread. They gave us some bread sticks as an appetizer I ate two. Luckily they are pretty small so I didn't feel as if I was going to throw up.

A few moments later our waitress brought us our meal. Kian ordered some Fettuccini Alfredo. It looked pretty good to be honest.

We were talking a lot through the night and I had fun. I got really lucky tonight because I ate all my salad and bread without feeling really sick! I was honestly really happy about that.

After dinner we headed back to my house. He held my hand in the car ride.

"Kian wanna stay a bit longer at my house?" I asked

"Yeah" he said excitedly. "I would love to, can I spend the night again?"

"Yes of course you can, do you have clothes and pajamas?"

"Oh shoot no I don't." He sighed

"We can go to your pace and grab some clothes."

"Yeah I don't even know why I didn't think of that."

We headed to his house, luckily he lives like five minutes away. I hadn't been to his house yet and it was pretty nice inside. We grabbed him some clothes for tomorrow and some pajama pants. Then we headed back to my house. When we arrived we went to my room and made the bed.

Then he asked "Hey were you okay tonight you seemed a little off, I don't really know how to explain."

"Yeah I was fine but I need to talk to you about something." I said hesitantly.

I knew this moment would come but honestly I'm glad it did because I really want to tell him my problems.