Fading memories: Forgiveness

Heaven

(This part of the story is told through perspective of Kusuri)

The angel was a man with purple hair and a calm soothing voice

Rukki: i am Matsuda Rukki, i am the chosen angel who is bounded to your soul and connected to you spiritually.

I didn't understand a word he meant, but i was sure this was heaven. I had many questions but none could be answered at the current time, i feel dazed an the pain is still present. I put my hand where my wound is and the slashes were still there. In pain i drop not my knees, Rukki then puts his hand on my wound and the skin starts to heal. I'm assuming this is his power, healing abilities. I am still at war with my emotions as i plan my revenge on my cousin.

Rukki: you seem uneasy, is something on your mind?

Kusuri: My own cousin murdered me, i thought he was dead. I don't know how i could ever forgive him.

Rukki: A grudge is something that is unhealthy for the mind to hold, you must learn to forgive him to feel whole with yourself.

Forgive him? How could i ever? He murdered me and is going to rot in hell for all i care! He is not the same, he never will be. How could he suggest something so foolish and ridiculous

Kusuri: How could i forgive such a sin?

Rukki: He is at war with his emotions, isn't that what you are going through. I know about the man known as Yoshida Yasashi, he is a demon who's held back by his own emotions. He came to the surface to slay his past memories, don't you want him to be at rest with himself?

The words he said hit me, like no other words have hit me before. He was right, I didn't know why Yasashi did what he did but i must come to terms with the past. For the next few months, i train my body to be at ease with my cousin