TxT One-Shots AU

Sparks ┊Beomjun

Ps.Grammatical errors and typos ahead^

We're at the restaurant tonight Inaya ako ng senior high-school friend ko na kumain ngayon, its really cold tonight lalo na't nasa labas yung table namin, I can see the nice view of the moon and the city lights up here.

Tumaas bigla ang balahibo ko nang biglang humangin ng Malakas, me and my someone use to go here, but not anymore, naalimpungatan ako nang mag salita ung friend ko.

"So who was your first love ba?, its been a while since we've met gyu I'm now dating your sister hah" well that was a sensitive question, I looked at his eyes para senyasan sya na hindi ko pa kayang ikwento kung ano ung nangyari saming dalawa.

"Oh- anyways how are you? Its been 2 years since nag kita tayo balita ko you're a fashion model! How was it?" Him sipped at his drink after saying that, he really looked excited to know my life after years of us not seeing each other. "I'm fine, at first it was really hard,because pinapagalitan ako ng mentor pero habang tumatagal, im improving naman" i smiled at him while saying that,memories vividly played back at my head.

Dati ikaw ung nasasabihan ko nan, how my day went, how was I feeling and how my mental health is. You were like my diary back then.

"Ikaw?, how are you?" Pabalik na tanong ko sa kanya habang naka tingin sa sising nya, "wow... times fly so fast huh? You were my little sisters bestfriend and my brother back the, well not really but I treat you like it, and now you're getting married...with my sister" i smiled while looking to his eyes he's now happy with my sister and that made me happy too.

"I'm really happy hyung that I married your sister she was there for me at my low.... and high ofcourse" he chuckled while syaing that. My sister is kinda jolly, and now she's paired with an introvert quite man tsh.

We went silent for a second and took a moment to eat our food, i looked at his face and i can sense na may sasabihin sya.

"You got anything to say?" I asked him what was bothering him. "Uhm i-" he was about to answer nang may biglang nag call sa phone ko.

"You can continue" i quickly picked up my phone from pocket while saying that, I waited a little and looked at him if he was gonna continue"uh no, it was nothing" he awkwardly smiled at me so I just answered the call.

"Hello this is the production, we need you here asap, you have a late night interview, you need to be here before 9 is that clear?" I sighed while putting my bag at my shoulder and getting up.

"Well I need to go, see you around and also protect my sister!" I shouted at him while waving bye at him I quickly run into my car and sprayed my N.Y perfume on my tuxedo, I putted my seat belt on and quickly drive to the show.

Pag kapasok ko pa lang ay sumalubong na ang make up artist sa akin para punasan ang Paris ko at ayusin yung make up ko, "where the hell did you been gyu? Alam mo naman na mag kakaroon tayo nang biglaang event diba?" The stylist was removing my current tuxedo coat while my manager is scolding me.

"Im sorry okay? Something came up it won't happend again" I answered him calmly I can't really get mad at him for what I did kase hindi talaga ako nag paalam.

"Just don't do it again, anyways the interviewer are gonna ask you some questions some are sensitive but just answer it-" Naputol ang sinasabi nya nang sumingit ako "sensitive? What do you mean? They're gonna ask about my lovelife huh?" I sarcastically said while chuckling, silly interviews wala nang maspread sa media that's why.

"Yes just answer it or deny it just don't push yourself to answer the questions okay?" He said that to me and bakas sa mukha nya na concern sya sa appearance ko and the company. " i will" i softly tap his arm while walking away.

"Now let us welcome ou one and only Fashionable artist!" The interviewer spoke while I'm sitting on the chair, fuck I'm sleepy already why do I have to attend this.

I just smiled at the camera while they're filming us many people are in here and i think its live on TV. "So how are you? How's life going?" The interviewer began to ask me so I just answered her quickly to ease off my drowsiness. "Uh im fine, I actually have a lot of projects but I can do it thanks to God" tapos naba? Ang Ikli naman ng pasensya ko ngayon, why do I feel like this bakit ako kinakabahan?

"Including God, do u have a someone in your life?" My sleepy and clouded mind has been filled with nervousness. Fuck this is it eto na nga ba ung sinasabi ko eh but I'll just go with the flow, you can do this gyu.

"Before.... I had a someone, he helped me to achieve what I'm achieving now, he helped me with a lot of things.. I- I just saw a sparks on him you know? That feeling that hits hard whenever you look at someone, not just someone you know... but someone you already love..." what the fuck did i just said, biglang nawala ung antok ko dahil sa sinabi ko I looked at the interviewer and she looked surprised. I awkwardly looked at the audience and they were all filming me, may nakakuha ng attention ko sa bandang back seat...yeonjun hyung..?

The interview is finally done I can sleep at my condo now, "what did you said back there?" My manager pulled me and asked habang na kakunot and noo "my someone... before, yes before." Mag lalakad na naman sana ako papalayo nang hatakin nya pa ako "mag ready kana sa media your rumors going to spread because of that, goodnight 8am bukas" he said while walking away with no emotions.

Humarap na ako sa pinto para umalis, I looked at the floor a while, why did I said that again?, because I miss him? Right. Somethings not off here, I can sense na may tao sa pinto sa harapan ko ngayon, just by looking at his shoes I know its him, humigpit ang hawak ko sa shoulder bag ko. "why are you here?" Walang emosyong sabi ko sa kanya habang inaangat ang tingin.

"I have something to say, are you free tonight? If you don't mind tho we can talk tommorow-" agad kong pinutol ang sinasabi nya nakakarindi pakinggan ung boses nya, nasasaktan ako at the same time.

"We can talk now, let's go outside" nilagpasan ko lang sya dahil sayaw ko syang tignan, shit im not ready to see him why is he here. Andito na kami sa balcony ng building ngayon its already 10:30 pm i feel like I'm gonna freeze, kasama ko pa sya mas lalong nadagdagan ung lamig.

"Why are you here?" I asked him directly habang nakatingin sa himpapawid I can smell his strong cologne, the cologne he used to use when we were together, andito ba sya para saktan ako? Para ibalik lahat?fck I never said I'm ready for this, and I didn't sign up for this either.

"Here" inabot nya sakin ang isang envelope na may medium size, my heart shattered into pieces when I saw the cover of it, I quickly opened it habang nag pipigil nang luha pero alam kong namumula na ang ilong ko. "You are invited to our wedding ceremony 2pm at Sunday" i mouthed that silently, I didnt know I was already sobbing.

"H-hey... don't cry like this" he said while wiping my tears up, when I looked at him he was already tearing up like me. Ung nangyayari ngayon parang yung nangyari dati, we went silent for a while to calm ourselves.

"Im sorry back then gyu... I'm really sorry, every day i- I always blame my self, im sorry, its okay if you can't forgive me now but I just wanted to say sorry" he said after the long silence between the both of us.

"But why did you come back? You know its hard for me right?" I shouted quietly, while sobbing again "I've been through a lot you know that..." i wipped my tears away while chasing my breath anglamiglamig na sa labas pero ang init at ang bigat sa pakiramdam.

"Im sorry... im really sorry gyu.. i never wanted this to happend" he holds my hand tight, like he didn't wanna let go of it.

"It's okay, its all in the past now, I forgive you okay? So please don't blame yourself for it.. its all in the past now.." i still said that even tho its hard to say, I let him stayed at my shoulders for a while, to maki him stop sobbing, because seeing him crying even hits more.

You know hyung? You weren't even a whole chapter in my life, you're just a paragraph that I keep on reading over and over again. I hope your happy with your someone, let us achieve our dreams, successfully but separately, I love you so much hyung.

(I also made a video abt this, you can look it up on my fb, Calliope Park tysm^)