VERY BIG ED TRIGGER WARNING!
(eating disorder, body dysmorphia)
counting each swallow of my good forbidden spit.
chewing with no intent on filling.
the nourishment book sitting on top of my fridge.
the fridge only filled with numbers,
number that determined my worth.
not thin enough for the worlds liking.
consuming calories years prior had only lead to my end.
i cant think.
140.
138.
121.
my own reflection scared me.
morphing, becoming something that i am not.
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Poetrythere's nothing keeping you from the realness of the ever declining world, there is no good or bad. you just exist. (poetry collection) this is just a rant poetry book about my struggles. thanks for everyone that is reading it. it's comical that i'm...
