ZOMBIE //KARINA FF//

Chapter 5

Karina Pov

"I'll send Winter back. You guys take care... "Jaey said as he left with Winter heading back to their home...

Currently both me and y/n oppa just stop by the town since y/n oppa said that he wanted to grab on some groceries stuff. And I decided to follow him too just in case he need help...

"Karina, can you take one of those trolley?... "he ask me and I nod as I went to grab one of the trolley...

Later, we both walk inside the groceries store... Side by side... Teehee...

"ummm oppa?... "I call him and he look at me...

"yes?... "

I don't want to ask this question but I had too... I mean, I kinda desperate to know...

"d-do you have a girlfriend?... "I ask and he stop walking...

He take a moment as he look down on his foot until he spoke up...

"I've experienced... Why did you ask?... "he said and we both continue walking...

"just curious... You know, you're handsome... to me but I don't know about others and you also a very nice person... "

" thank you... but I'm not that handsome or even nice... It just that girl who choose me because she wanted to help me change... "he said and then he grab a lettuce from the vegetables shelf...

"pretty sure lots of girl wants to be your girlfriend... "I said and he sigh...

"*sigh* I'm not hoping on anything... "he said with hopeless tone had me wonder what could happen to his relationship...

"so, how it end? Between both of you?... "

"I dumped her... "

"you dumped her, oppa?!... "I ask shockingly and he nod...

"her parents hate me because I wasn't a good guy to be honest... In the past, I'm lack of education so my attitude was out of the lane... Ah, why didn't I ever bother to tell you about my past... "he said rubbing his forehead...

"you can tell me. If you said that you once a bad guy before, I'm pretty sure you changed right?... "I ask and he shook his both shoulder...

"I don't consider myself has fully changed... For your information, I used to be in a gang... And the first time I join the gang, we just a bunch of teenagers who love to cause a problem until one day, one of my gang suggest to catch a girl and you know... to rape them... "

"R-really??... D-did you guys really r-rape the g-girl?... "I ask already scared as I back off a bit from him...

I don't know his past can be this worst... so he is a really bad guy... Shit, Jaey never told me about this...

"let me explain so you won't misunderstood... I just followed what they said so we decided to pick up a girl and knock them out as we drag the girl inside our van and so we got one girl. Meanwhile on our way back to our port, the rest of my gang had stop by a stall to buy condom... They said they don't want to make the girl pregnant. As they leave to buy the condom, I looked at the girl and think again what am I eventually think I'm doing right now? I didn't wait and run away with the girl using the van... "

"so... you really don't do it?... "I ask and he nod...

"I never had any intention to do it plus I don't have any sex desire on that time. All I know is that, when I saw that girl, somehow it touch my heart and told me to change my attitude. And yeah, when the girl wake up, I immediately apologized and promise she won't see me again. Of course the girl is mad and slapped me on the face as she run away. I cried that night, prayed to God hoping that God will show me the way of new path and there you go... I never the same person as I used to be... "he said explaining and I nod...