ZOMBIE //KARINA FF//

Chapter 15

Karina Pov

It's late at night yet I haven't sleep since I'm not really feeling sleepy. Jaey, Ryuji-san, Joestar-san, Luda sunbaenim, and also Hyeji unnie along with Tokita and Kotobuki had decided to stay for a night just in case something happens to y/n opp- I mean Jotaro...

I look at outside from my bedroom window, there's Jotaro standing by himself at the backyard of this house. I want to talk to him but he looks so scary. I even got yell by him when I blocked his way... but I want to know a little bit more about him, how he able to create y/n oppa character. Sitting down and do nothing won't get me to anywhere...

I slowly went downstairs, not to wake Hyeji unnie, Tokita and Kotobuki who's sleeping in the living room since the room is house is full with Ryuji-san and Joestar-san in 1 room, 1 for Luda sunbaenim and the last one left for Jaey. The other 2 room of course is mine and y/n oppa...

I slid open the glass door and close it back. Wait, this is not a good idea. What if he get mad at me again?! Crap, I'll just head back in then...

"oi woman, what are you doing, being all sneaky?... "

Shit...

"ahahaha! J-Just d-didn't want to awake others, hahahaha... haha... "I said stuttering and avoid eye contact with him...

"*sigh* yare yare daze... "

"J-Jotaro... c-can I ask you a question?... "I ask and he look at me...

"what?... "

"i-is it true that... you'll t-take your body b-back from y-y/n oppa?... "I ask and he walk towards me. S-Shit!...

"even if it's true, that's none of your business. I don't care who are you to him but, I've been lending him this body for a long time. It's time for me to take what's mine... "he said and look down to me...

I know soon or later, I'll leave y/n oppa but, I don't want him to dissappear forever... but, I don't want to be selfish either. If only there's a way to sort this problem out...

"woman... are you sick?... "he ask had me shock...

"w-what?! I'm fine! Hahahaha! Look at my muscle, bro!... "I lie while showing his my muscle arm that didn't even appear...

"yare yare, you think by bluffing gonna make me believe in your words?... "

I think so??...

"*sigh* I'm suffering from pancreatic cancer... "I said and he remains silent...

Only silence pass on this moment. This is getting even awkward after I told him about my disease...

"Karina... whatever you had right now in your mind, I want you think twice about it. Is that why you don't want y/n to dissappear? Because of your cancer?... "he ask and I nod...

"eventually, I'm planning to spend some more time with him after I was diagnosed with this disease before I want to break up with him. You might wonder why I want to break up with him... I don't want him to end up with me who's soon going to die... "

"... shouldn't you at least talk to him about this? I don't want to middle in your business because I never care about you or y/n on the first place... but, you can't only decide by yourself. I hate to admit but if I was y/n after he find out that you didn't tell him about your disease and the reason why you decided to break up, I'll make sure to cut off ties with you and forget about you for forever because a girl like you will only regret it after they realised it was their fault for not telling him the truth... "

It's not that I don't want to tell him, I just don't want him to suffer at the end when I'm not here anymore. I rather let him be happy with someone else who's much healthier than me...