Bakugo pov:
"Could my Soulmate be y/n? I mean its pretty weird how she went out holding her stomach. I know I have a scar on there because of stupid hag...
I don't know but I am gonna find out."Once denki had finished talking to them, Bakugo and denki left. Bakugo and denki went to your Dorm but you weren't in the bedroom. You were in the bathroom taking happy pills. Bakugo got worried and knocked on you bathroom door.
Bakugo: "Hey Bubba it's me Katsuki, Can I come in?"
You: "Hold on I have to do something first and then I'll be out!"
Bakugo didn't want to but he left you alone to do whatever you was planning on doing.
You finished your pills and hid them in the cabinet. You left the bathroom and saw denki with katsuki. You looked at Denki.
Denki: "Yes Y/N I told him but I had to, your mental health is important"
You start crying and try to run but katsuki caught your waist in time.
Bakugo: "hey, can you show me? If not it's okay. Also you feel really skinny...."
He lifted your shirt to your ribs and saw how skinny you were, it's almost like you had anorexia.
You: "it's not what it looks like I promise you! You don't have to worry about me."
Bakugo and denki come over and hug you so you feel welcome. Denki was crying and bakugo felt like a failure for not seeing the signs earlier. You ask them see if you could sleep and they said yes so you went to sleep cause you were tired from taking the pills.
You went to your bed and cried whilst they were leaving. You couldn't sleep, so you got up at 9pm and stared at your arms. You felt ashamed of yourself and your cuts but you didn't wanna stop since you loved the pain of it so much. You sat on your bed with you knees up to your chest, wondering what you could do. You looked at the time and decided to sing a little since you hadn't sung in a while.
🎶 Just gonna stand there and watch me burn, well that's alright because I like the way it hurts. Just gonna stand there and hear me cry, well that's alright because I love the way you lie, love the way you lie-🎶
You got cut off by jirou just casually walking past your dorm door and hearing your singing voice.
Jirou: "Y/N Your voice is amazing, why don't you join my band. I'm sure mina and uraraka would love you on our team!"
You: "I don't know jirou, I'm not that good"
Jirou: "Are you kidding me? Your voice is literally like an angel. Please Y/N it would be a shame if you said no.."
You: "Okay fine but if the girls think I'm bad I'm leaving okay? And no short sleeved outfits okay?"
Jirou nodded and left your Dorm shutting it behind her. You never got praised for your singing so you felt a little happier then normal. About twenty minutes later, Bakugo came in your room.
Bakugo: "How are you feeling Bubba?"
He walks over to you and gives you a hug trying to see how you were feeling.
You: "Katsuki I'm fine, don't worry about me..."
Bakugo: "your lying, you can tell me Y/N. I'm here for you okay, I care about you so much and more then anyone else in the world"
You smile and move closer to him, you can feel his breath gently on your head as you cuddle up to him smiling. He holds you like a little Teddy bear and gently holds your hand.
You: "I just kinda feel alone right now and I'm still trying to find my Soulmate"
Bakugo: "I'm sure you will find them soon, just don't worry about it till then"
You: "Yeah I guess your right katsuki, thank you so much. You mean everything to me too"
At 10pm, Bakugo leaves the room to go to his room and you go to grab a blade but as you do, he comes back in.
You: "K-Katsuki it's not what it looks like I swear. I was just going to make something"
Bakugo: "better show me what you are making with a blade tomorrow Bubba"
You nod as he says goodnight. You go to your bed and carve sad in your arm. Bakugo holds his arm in pain as you finish up doing the word sad. He was worried about you.
Bakugo pov: "Did Y/N cut herself again... I'll let her off today but she better show me her arms tomorrow"
*the next day*
You get up and decide to cut once since you got up early. You got the sharp, small object and put it on your bare arm. You slowly but deeply slide it against your arm. Bakugo woke up in so much pain, he had enough. He got up, and decided to cut. He cut deeply on his leg waiting for a scream from you.
You felt the pain on your leg and cried.
You: "ouch that hurts but I hope they continue so I can cut twice as deep.
You and bakugo were bleeding but bakugo came to your Dorm next door and saw you trying to cover your arm.
Bakugo: "Bubba don't even try and hide the fact you have cut yourself"
You: "you have too katsuki!"
Bakugo: "it's for research purposes now tell me why you have cut again"
You go silent as you look at your bleeding arm, you look away and bakugo walks to you. He gives you a tight hug as you hug back sobbing into his shoulder.You: "I-Im s-sorry katsuki"
He shuts you up and checks your arms for scars and cuts, they were the same. You did not realise because you were looking away.
Bakugo: "Y/N why have you been cutting in the first place, you know its not very healthy for you physically or mentally"
You: "It just gets to much and I just enjoy it as well. But I have to take my medication rn"
Bakugo: "what medication are you on about Bubba? You have to tell me now. I know pretty much everything about you."
You: "happy pills/antidepressants because I'm prescribed with strong ones. I have to have two every morning and night at the exact same time"
Bakugo nods as you get up to take your medication. You decide after the medication you cut again with the blade.
Bakugo felt it as if he knew that you had done it again. He walked to you.
Bakugo: "Y/N Talk To me"
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Soulmates with the boom King!
RomantikThis is a y/n x bakugo so please enjoy! Tw⚠️ some kissing, a part of pain, alot of swearing, sexual parts, self hate and self harm. If you're under 13 then don't read thanks 💜🖤