You smiled and hugged him tightly. He was so happy but then again you knew it wouldn't change anything of your mental health. You tried not to show it so you started cutting little by little on your fingers and blaming it on paper cuts even though you know it wasn't true. Bakugo still doesn't notice and you carry on with it it like you always have and you always will.
A few weeks later, you and katsuki we're spending a lot of time together and you didn't really separate. Katsuki wasn't getting suspicious and you felt it was easier to cut like that since you didn't get caught that way. He was really happy that you just stopped on your arms but he didn't know that you was still cutting on your fingers purposely.
Bakugo: "hey babe you really need to be careful with paper because you are getting a lot of paper cuts lately. Please be careful because I don't like you getting hurt since I get the pain as well anyway but still I really don't like to see you hurt so please try not to. Baby I care about you a lot ok"
You: "I know that baby and I'll try not to and I don't want to get a papercut either but it just happens it's life and it will always happen to everyone so don't worry baby I understand that you're getting the pain as well and hopefully it will end up stopping soon because I hate you in pain as well baby I care about you as well."
Katsuki smiled and walked over to you. He wrapped his arms around you and pulled you closer. He kissed you on the cheek and laughed because you was Turning red. He loved it when you were getting very flustered. He couldn't help but love the way you did that because he cares about you so much and you know that but you didn't want to admit it because you felt like nobody cared about you.
You smiled and didn't want to tell him the truth about what you were doing. You just acted like everything was fine when it wasn't and you wanted help that you couldn't tell anyone because you don't trust anyone enough to tell and get help from. You tried to ask katsuki multiple times but he was having tough acts on so you never thought it was the right time to. As much as you loved him and wanted to tell him you couldn't because the way he fakes his emotions around people make sure you really sad so you just don't tell him.
You: "Katsuki.. i want to talk to you about something Serious"
Bakugo: "Go ahead Baby, Tell me whats bothering you"
You: "All of it...?"
Bakugo: "If you want to"
You take a deep breath and decided this is the right decision. You finally decided it was time for him to know and that they weren't just papercuts. This moment took a lot of courage from you and you were proud of that. You took another deep breath and started to speak what was in your mind and how you felt.
You: "so this may be a lot now baby but it's about time I told you because I've kind of been lying to you about one thing and I didn't want the lie continue on anymore. The cuts on my fingers aren't on accident and I've been doing it on purpose with the blade I have have in my School blazer pocket. I didn't want to tell you because you was always so busy talking to kirishima and I felt like it wasn't the right time because I don't trust him as much as I Trust you. It's hard for me to say this now because I was so scared of what your reaction would be 2 me lying to you but but now that I've told you I don't think you're angry I just think your relieved to know the truth. If you are angry at me then I'm sorry and I don't deserve you."
Katsuki completely teared up after hearing this because he thought you were ok and that you were doing fine. As much as you didn't want to admit you couldn't help but tell him because you felt really trapped and you had no one else to talk to about your feelings because you don't trust anyone as much as you trust him.
Bakugo: "you should have told me baby and I would have listened I'm trying to help you and I always have so why didn't you tell me I feel really guilty now and I feel like a terrible boyfriend because I feel now that you don't trust me enough to tell me. if you don't tell me what's going on I can't help you so please next time you going to cut tell me and I'll try and help you as much as I can and I'll try to be a better boyfriend that you deserve I'm not some scumbag who you don't deserve. I'll always be here to help you."
You tear up and move over to hug him. No matter what he says he always makes you feel better and love yourself the way that he does. To be honest you really didn't understand why he care about you but you know that he has his reasons for it.
You: "I love you so much Baby and i always will no matter what"
Bakugo: "I love you too sweetie. I always have told you i loved you but i can tell you didn't believe me at first and i respect that"
You: "Yeah im sorry baby, i will try to be better!"
Bakugo: "Theres no need for that. Your perfect already, i dont want you to change Got it?"
You: "Baby I've already told you I don't exactly have that confidence that you have and I don't have things that other people have this is why you need someone better than me. I'm so stupid and ugly and horrible and I'm just not really a girlfriend material. Please try and move on from me even though I love you so much please I beg you."
Bakugo: "Hey you are perfect!"
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P.s ( I'll be making a few more chapters of this and then all staff and I'll try and see if I can end it good though it might be a sad ending I'm just letting you know I'm not certain but that's what I think I'll do if you have any idea of what I should make the ending let me know so I can put your ideas into my stories and yeah thanks for reading my stories)
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RomanceThis is a y/n x bakugo so please enjoy! Tw⚠️ some kissing, a part of pain, alot of swearing, sexual parts, self hate and self harm. If you're under 13 then don't read thanks 💜🖤