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Love.
I never truly believe that such a thing, maybe because I never experience it, Love is defined as an intense feeling of deep affection and works really mysterious, Meanwhile, the dictionary defines love as, "The act of caring and giving to someone else. Having someone's best interest and wellbeing as a priority in your life. To truly love is a very selfless act.
And I never had those affections towards someone that I willing to do that to them, Well until I met this person.
Her name is Kendall, we had this toxic relationship where one of us gives more affection than the other, which constantly leads to hurting the person who is more affectionate. And in this case, it was her.
Shit happened again. Somehow, we are still together. I cannot live without her. It's true. But we hurt each other again and again, and it's making us insane. I love her more than myself, but I don't want any of us to be hurt over and over.
We started as this regular hook-up, we're lonely and need some company and happen we both enjoy each other's and at that time it's not sound like a bad idea.
Things led to another we both make a mistake by developing this feeling, I don't know how it happened and, I honestly don't how but she makes me fall for her to the point where I would do anything for her. and vice versa.
But there's something that I need to tell her... My heart just can't be faithful for long.
I'm not making an excuse, but some people are a cheaters it doesn't mean they didn't love them but they just can't help it, I can't help it.
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"I'll wait until your ready."
I held her close beside me, "I know it hurts you, and it's only gonna make you cry." she looked down playing with my hands, "Sometimes I just wish you were good and give your love now, I promise I will never hurt you." Her eye's met me with a sad emotion she's trying to hide with that weak smile.
"Maybe someday I'll change for you, but right now I can't change the way I feel, I wish- I really wish that I can be with you but I swear I'm only gonna make you cry." I lift her chin peck a quick kiss on her plump lips I am almost addicted.
"You said you only gonna hurt me. I know that you're afraid of what the future will bring, but just hold my hand and know I will always be here."
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I always thought you are my endgame, The final antidote for my hearts. but turns out I couldn't be more wrong.
Any story has must come to the end, and that's the worst part.
Maybe you're tired of waiting for me to finally stay, but now you marry someone that can be faithful to you and always make you happy and cried in tears of happiness.
I'm sorry that I can't make you feel that way, but at least your happy now. even if it wasn't with me.
I always felt like we've been connected. I thought we were gonna be good together. you matched my energy and I matched yours. I don't know why I went that low in the end. I still think of you. even though we weren't together and I'm kinda glad we weren't, but sometimes I like to think what it would've been like if we did.
Now what all I have from you is a sweet memory, it's really sweet it hurts.
The first time I touch you you could save that.
Wish I could give you my love, My love.
I don't know will you open this letter or not but I just wanna say, You are good enough, you more than enough for me, No matter what I will always love you and I will always be here and I will always waiting for you. I just want you to know I love you so much, I really do, I will always do.
Yours Truly,
Y/N.
(A/N)
I'm pretty depressed you guys.
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Kendall jenner imagines/one shots
Viễn tưởngFull of kendall being softie and cute AND jelaous.... Gxg, bxg, gender neutral The earlier chaps is a little cringe.