'Love' is such a tricky word it's a deep feeling that can make you do anything for it, it's when you fall from the cliff and it's hard to climb back and when you tried... you fall much deeper.
You can't choose where to fall and you can't prevent it, it's just sorta... Happen. And when it does you can fall to a sand or you can fall to a rock that hurts like a bitch.
God, I'm so whipped....
I sigh closing the book after throw my feeling to it, why everything had to be so complicated?
As I wander around with my thought I'd already heard the alarm from my phone, I look up and it's six in the morning soon I'll get up taking a shower putting on a clothes.
I wear a simple white T-shirt with a brown blazer and a brown Pants too, after a quick make up I headed downstairs to cook a nice meal for kendall.
I've prepare the meal and I waited in a car and being greet with marcel, kendall's personal driver.
"Someone's in a mood."
I groan "Don't even try marcel." I lean in the back side of the car with him, "What's up with you? Still helplessly in love with our boss?" He tease grabing a pack of smoke from his pocket.
I rolled my eyes "It's much complicated than that okay?" He offered me one which gladly I took, "it's... I can't even explain it." I frustratedly said while lighting up my cigarette.
He let out a chuckle, I'd frown my face looking at the man "There's nothing funny about my pathetic love story."
"Actually there is, the funny thing is why you stay and still be her toys?" He put a point which is true and I hate it, I can just leave her... But I can't, a part of me won't and don't want to let her go.
I take a deep breath putting the deathly thing in my mouth blowing the smoke out to the sky "I guess it's just hard to give up something you know it's everything you ever wanted."
He nods "I thought you were smarter than that Y/n." He takes another sip of his cigarette, I furrow my eyebrow confused "What do you mean?"
"Your relationship with her is toxic and clearly stupid, if she ever felt the same way to you she would 'be' with you a long time ago, And here you are knowing hundred percent it would never happen... Stay, like a puppet."
I froze trying to prove it's not right but nothing came from my mouth he left me there speechless, before I could think a word somebody yanked my cigarette from my hand.
"What the fuck?" I turn my head notice an annoyed Kendall glaring at me, "What's your problem?" I shot annoyed at Kendall's behavior.
She gasps "What is yours?! That thing will kill you." She glares she look at marcel now "Did you offer her those?!" She spat.
"I-I..." He stutters, marcel look at me begging to help him but I just sigh and get in the car.
A couple of minutes later well after Kendall lecture Marcel I felt her presence beside me, "If I ever see you with that thing again I will-"
"You will what?" I cut her off, "You have no right to tell me what not to do, your my boss not my girlfriend. I smoke if I wanted too." I said sternly and coldly, I don't know why I'd talk like that especially with Kendall and I can tell She's shocked too.
Her jaw open but she didn't say anything, she looks down playing with her finger.
'Ugh now I felt bad...' I thought to myself, "Marcel drive." I said and with no further ado, he steps the gas quickly.
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As the day went by I and Kendall keep has this distance and we barely talk unless it's about job or meetings, I can't be around her without wanting to talk about what happened and it's eating me inside.
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Kendall jenner imagines/one shots
FantasyFull of kendall being softie and cute AND jelaous.... Gxg, bxg, gender neutral The earlier chaps is a little cringe.