I am in 7th grade and Its valentines day. I'm lonely and feeling helpless. I feel like it will never happen. I an ready for a real relationship. I have looked back on my ex love life I acted despret. I made my self act like a weirdo just to try to get love and then I don't. I wish I could chill out. The only person I wanted to be with for a long time is ignoring me. And I have asked him out like 3 times. after He got out of a relationship. Within 2 days he would have a new girl freind. I gave up and he was mean to my best freind. I came after him like a dog. I feel like a bully and man I bated what I did. I dont like annyone a lot and I just it sounds despret but I'm wishing for love. Love is like a flower it blooms but cant with out water sun and air. Water is the boy that likes the girl. Sun is like the girl that likes the boy. Air is the love and bond that the 2 people share toghter. I have never had all three.
