The Waves of Time

Are you kidding me!?!

Ok wait what. So you see that crazy girl that I found kinda cute. Well after thinking for so long my heart just told me 3 words. It told me that:

I love her.

I haven't even known her for long. But I just had this feeling that was telling me that if I don't do anything I would be commiting a big error. So after getting my head straight and my thoughts together. I had finally decided. That at the perfect moment I would ask her out.

I kinda had a mood swing for the past few days. I was excited, nervous, anxious and a bunch of other stuff. I had a feeling that this might be the start of something beautiful. I never felt this way for any other girl. This must be that crazy thing people call love. I did not know that love could make someone feel this way.

In that same week I was all set up. I knew what I was going to say, when I was going to say it and how. Today was the day. Today was "Judgment day"(The terminator franchise quote).

I go to school with metaphorically my heart in my hands. Then close to what 3rd period I see her hugging this guy in the halls. Not those kinds of hugs where you hug a friend but it was more than that. I was too late. At this moment I had already dropped my metaphoric heart on the ground and walked away.

As I walked away I could just here my heart falling to the ground. In slow motion.  Breaking like glass at it hit the ground.

Now what. What do I do now. Well u can't blame her for this. I was the one who was too slow. Actually you know what *metaphorically I turned around and picked up the heart I recently dropped* im not going to give up on my feelings. Im going to store the pieces of this heart and repair it when I need to.