The Waves of Time

So far, yet so close.

Looks like I'm not going to get through the entire year with all of them. When I got the news from Jinx_It my heart sank. While walking down the hall she just grabbed my arm and pulled me down towards her. Then she quickly muttered these words that at first I thought I heard wrong.

So I hesitated to ask her to repeat but I still did. She said that Shajaida was leaving. I had no words. But on the inside I was lost. I was just repeating in my head. "Really... Really why now. I hand picked my friends. Realized that I made a great decision. I finally felt comfortable around them. And now one just leaves off the back."

After she told me that. I had no words at all. I didn't say anything. And I didn't even talk to her about the topic. Which probably pissed her off. But all I could do was focus on the fact that one of my friends was about to leave us.

After I wrapped my head around things and couldn't bear to see her like that I walked up to her and told her that we should talk about it. So she sat me down and told me everything. Every single detail hitting me in the ribs like tiny darts. Small but powerful details. And then came the bigger darts. Those just hit me and went right through me like bullets.

//Sorry guys but I am going to be totally responsible and not give any details to what happened due to privacy reasons. It is just wrong to post stuff like this on Social media. Sorry ●_● .

She then asked me if I wanted to join her and -escapists(awesome author) to protest about what is happening. I don't know why but I felt so determined to get her back so I obviously said yes. We then took one of our free lunch periods and went up to see one of our teachers. Possibly the most understanding and trust worthy teachers we had. We sat down all 3 of us in his room and explained everything. Then he asked us that what we wanted to do. We told him that we wanted to protest for what is happening to her because it was unfair. Yet he was very curt and honest with us and told us that there was literally nothing we could do. We didn't have the power to do or change anything. He was very polite and explained to us why we couldn't do anything. After that we thanked him and left. We still keep in touch with her..

//Girl if you ever get the chance to read this I just want you to know is that we still miss you.