when you love someone you actually never think about the standards or price, you just want them unconditionally or without anything in return.
but is that same with something you want desperately, the day when he found out about her pregnancy the second time and he asked her to go to the doctor for an abortion, and after that, the way he treated her was not sane.
he fcuked her brutally, where she was bleeding with her vagina and just had it clean, her swollen opening was throbbing and he was thrusting.
he didn't even care about her emotional state, her physical situation, and her sanity.
he never in his wildest dream planned to fcuk her raw, although after that he got addicted and he always did the raw. A lion caught the taste of blood.
His emotional desire was nowhere to be judged, his mental situation was flipped into a sadist and he was well aware of that.
she cried, she begged and asked him to just stop doing that inhuman deeds with her, but his satan side overtook all the abilities of empathy.
he wanted to stop at some point, but her face, her moans, her body everything was forcing him to do what his devil heart desired.
"How low will you go Owen?" when she said that somehow in between her struggles, the dialogue hit him so hard that his last thrust tore the way down inside her and her consciousness faded away after hearing his last whisper in her ear "until, I'll make you come to my level, love"
And that was it, she was at his level, after suffering from that suffocating, toxic relationship and still, she was craving for this man, where he took another girl's name, while she was in his arms was showing that how much she had stooped low to get into her very tormentor's arm.
and now the dice has turned upside down, the same question he asked her and she has no reply as hard as his, this time.
he jerked her towards his chest and looked into her eyes, he wanted to kiss her, she was broken and he was well aware. he wanted to give zeal to her, but he simply can not.
she was trembling in his presence, she was wrong and she knew it. she wanted to ask him but how? how to start.
her wounds were open and he was scratching them hard enough. she wanted the answer and she will get them. "please, please stop playing this game with me, just please." she begged.
Owen was nowhere aware of her questions, he too wanted to ask her what game she was talking about.
"What game?" he asked
"your game, playing with my life, stop doing that... I wanted to run away from all of this, I want to die," she shouted and released a loud sob.
he was heartbroken listening to her plead of dying. he can not let her have such thoughts when she was carrying another life inside.
he shook her holding her shoulders and hugged her, he patted her head and asked "what happened to you Ivy?" his stupid anger was long gone and sympathy overtook him.
she tightened the hug and cried her heart out, how desperate she was, longing for his embrace.
"I missed you so much, why? why did you never come back, why am I still hoping for you to return to my life, why can not I move on? why...?" she asked griping his shirt from his waist.
Owen saw the desperation in her voice for him, the need for his touch and his good care, he knew she never stopped loving him, but what she did was not Owen's cup of tea.
"you have another woman in your life, who is she?, you always said I'm yours, how can you do that?" her grip was getting tighter on his shirt and he can feel what he made her.
"I love you, we have a son together and you, you never consider us before sleeping with another woman?" she sobbed in his arms.
"and what about you, Ivy?" he spoke after all the accusations she made on him. she detached herself from him and looked elsewhere. she knew this point will come soon, and who was she to ask those questions when her own collar was dirty.
"No answers huh?" he held her face in his hands and made her look towards him, her tears were running and her lips were trembling, she wanted to apologize for the sin she committed with Paul, she was sorry and it was visible in her eyes.
Owen's heart was aching too and he just wanted to forget everything and run away with her "will you leave all of this if I'll ask you to?" he stated straight looking into her eyes.
she stopped breathing and looked at him with disbelief, she liked the idea, but then all her responsibilities and this child flashed into her mind, "what about this baby?" she asked still considering his offer.
"I'll take care of it like Paul took care of Niall, it's yours and I love you." his eyes were holding his tears and he was serious about every word he spoke.
she took a deep breath and he spoke "I was, am, and will be yours, Ivy." with that he attached his lips with her and when that realization hit her hard she jerked him away and said " I can't do this with Paul, he was always nice with me, he was there when no one was, and this baby, it's his too I can't do this, I am sorry, I made this chaos. I am sorry." she joined both her hand and begged for mercy.
she was aware of Owen's anger and she didn't want to make him angry again, but her mirror of misunderstanding broke when he mentioned, "we are still not divorced and you are still my wife, if you want to come back, I'll wait for you, you need time, take it but let's not destroy our love because of our stupid mistakes and just because someone helped you. I'm a mean man Ivy, I can't lose you again, I can't... live without you, I'll die." their foreheads rested in each other and the noses too.
They were confessing their eternal love for the very first time and they just wanted to stop the mess they made just because they were unaware of the 'power of true amour'.
A/N-
I hope I am going on the right track?
I know, Ivy is one hell of a confused woman, but she is right on her place, he was her first and she loved him.
and after seeing his total 360 attitude change, her hidden desires for him rose, and that's why she drove all the way just to clarify her emotional battles.
let's see what happens next.
thanks for the constant support, I love you all. 💕
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