This love

Its me

" Vics POV "

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I was different in school..
I didn't wanna be popular..
I liked my bands and dressing in black.. I liked to be me..
I didn't wanna change..
Kellin loves me for me!
He was a amazing boyfriend..
But he did act different in school..
At home he wore tons of bands shirts and only listened to bands.. But at school he wore one band shirt a month... And he listened to rap and acted weird..
It was the little things that made me depressed.. It also didn't help that i had flashbacks about me leaving my parents... I thought they loved me..
I guess not. I got a call from my brother once a week. He's 13 now.. He tells me everything.. He spends about 10 minuets talking to me.. Then i hear my mom tell him to get off the damn phone.. And my dad scream now..
He says bye and leaves.. Its those things that make me cry..
Kellin didn't understand.. He knew nothing about how i feel and what i do..if he did he would leave me.. Im already lame.. Imagine if he found that out..
i walked in my room trying to find clothes for are first day..
I was gonna wear a black veil brides shirt and gray skinny jeans.. But i don't know which vans..
My black or gray?
** kellin walks in **
Kellin: hey babe whatcha doing?
Me: nothing.. Finding clothes..
Kellin: what about a flannel babe?
Me: i wanna wear the shirt you got me..my black veil brides..
Kellin: oh
Me: yea why?
Kellin: huh? Oh nothing.. Uh you ready? For school?
Me: i guess..
Kellin: kk i love you babe.. Get some rest k?
Me: ok love you..
** kellin kisses my head **
Kellin: night love