𝙿𝚞𝚜𝚜𝚢 𝚏𝚊𝚒𝚛𝚢 | 𝚜. 𝙶𝚘𝚞𝚓𝚘 x 𝚏𝚎𝚖. 𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚍𝚎𝚛

Chapter 5. Pussy fairy

It's been three months since you and Gojo began hooking up, and everything was going smoothly. Satou never suspected anything, and neither did yua. Both were left completely in the dark about the whole thing.

You were in the kitchen making breakfast with gojo when he said something you'd never expect. "I can't do this anymore," you froze. "This can't happen anymore."

You didn't feel like arguing because you thought it was one of his sick jokes, but there was nothing in his annoyingly blue eyes that signaled he was joking. "Everything was fine. What changed?"

"You're words played in my head like a horrible song 'just hooking up' but I can't do that!" You stayed silent.  "I like you l/n! Hell...I even love you. I have since we were seventeen, I cursed myself for years because I couldn't have you but when you showed up at jujutsu tech I almost jumped for joy."

"I'm not seventeen anymore," you fiddled with your fingers. "I'm not the same girl who did everything for your reaction. I'm not the same girl who hated seeing you with another girl who isn't me."

You tried to walk away, but he grabbed your arm and pushed you Into the counter. "Why can't I be the one you love?" How were you supposed to explain that in order to get rid of your crush you had to create a more annoying image of him? You forced yourself to hate him because if you didn't you'd be stuck waiting for something that would never happen. "I..I just want to be the one you love. It's killing me knowing that everything time you're not with me you're with satou."

"You have yua," that's all you knew how to say.

"Stop it with the yua shit!" You flinched. "I've told you once and I'll tell you again, it's you y/n. It's always been you. You're my little pussy fairy, you relieve my stress and honestly make me happier."

"Pussy fairy, really?" You deadpanned

"After I confess my love you really focus on pussy fairy, really? It was a bad time to be laughing and yet that's all you could do. "Never mind." He walked out

"The fuck did I do?" You didn't really care. In the end, you'll be okay. No matter how you get to the state to where you'll be fine as long as you're okay is all you care about.

¯\_(ツ)_/¯☽ (tw: alcohol)

Satou laughed dryly, "I should've known, she never gave a fuck about me," he took a sip of alcohol. "So why did I drive myself crazy for her?"

He sat alone in the dark, wondering why he punished himself by going after the girl who didn't care. It was funny because at some point; he was the same. If someone would've told him last year you and gojo were Hooking up, he'd just laugh until he felt sick because in his head he didn't care about her. He convinced himself that he was chasing a dream that would never come true.

"What did you do to me y/n?" He whispered "how did you make me fall for you when you couldn't care less about me?" That's where he was wrong.

Despite the act you put on, you'd give him the moon if he asked. You just didn't know how to come to terms with it yet. In your eyes it was a distraction and all distractions need to be eliminated. Nothing could stop you from being the best jujutsu sorcerer there is.