Why Can't You Hold On? (James Mcvey/ The Vamps)

Laugh about it now- {Chapter 4}

-Kasey Child-

" Stupid. Life." I muttered under my breath, stretching my legs. I lazily got out of bed and threw my untidy hair into a doughnut. I looked at my reflection in the mirror.

Mum.

Dad.

This whole week has been very hard for me, I always do everything with my family. We all just have the bond that my parents and I had. After Anna ran away to America, we stayed all together. It was right, the three of us and Anna was out of the picture. I picked my toothbrush from a plastic bag,which was in my Michael Kors Bag and walked to the toilet.

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"Breakfast is ready! Hurry up Kasey." Rose shouted from the kitchen ushering me to eat her famous panacakes. She motioned me to come.

"How many pancakes do you want?" She asked me, looking at my small tummy. I felt uncomfortable, so I looked down at my feet, playing with my fingers.

"One please!" I whispered, Rose handed me the plate. I went back to my seat and started eating slowly.

After four bites of pancakes, I felt full and pushed the plate towards Rose. She sighed and looked at me. I mouthed 'I'm sorry'

"I don't want you to die. You need to eat food! You know that K.C, I promised your parents I'll make sure you'll eat. I don't care what you say, right now! Eat Kasey Sabrina Child!" I groaned loudly when she used my full name. I cringed of the thought of James using my real name. Can you stop thinking about him?  Now it was certainly becomimg pathetic. I've never felt this before towards anyone.

"Well, I'm sorry for you caring about me. But I dont eat alot of food. You know that Rose. At least Im eating food. Worry about yourself, I know what Im doing." I said looking at her in the eye and turned on my heel and walked to the door.

Yeah, I know that was pretty harsh but these days she's changed into a stuck-up bitch. I think Im losing her as a best friend. I could see the Coffee Shop and James. Damn he's hot. I shook of the thought and carried on walking. I opened the door and the smell hit me. I inhaled the ever-lasting smell and made my way to the cashier.

"Hello. What would you like?" The cashier asked.

"One coffee please with a muffin." I smiled at the old man. He didnt smile back but stared at my brown bore eyes.

"That would be £2.50 please." I handed the money and told me to wait at the other still.

"Order 76" A woman said into the intercom.

"Thats me." I said and I took my order and sat at the very back. I started munching on my food. When Rose busted through the door. I put my hood on and looked down, can she atleast leave me alone. Its not that I want to be here. But her attiude annoys me. I've been called innocent and the fact people push me around makes me feel weak. 

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