Gay Panic?!!!????!

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Mattsuns pov

We went up on the Tree house. The view was really pretty up there. I really didn't thought it was that nice up here when Oikawa said he found this place. But its really beautiful.

I looked over to Makki and I swear I could see sparkle in his eyes. I can feel my cheeks head up but luckily nobody saw it. Oikawa and Iwaizumi looked at Makki like proud parents.

We all sat down and talked about random shit. After a while I saw that Oikawa fell asleep on Iwaizumis lap. "Iwa go to sleep. You look really tired. Me and Matt are gonna stay up." Makki smiled after he said that. Omg his smile is soo cute! I can't take it when he's smiling. He's just so-

"Matt?? Are you okay?" he snapped out of my thoughts. "Huh?? Ohhh yeah I am. I just thought of someone..." Makki grew a smirk. "Ohohooo a crush~~~?" I feel a blush creep up my Face. "RICNDFTNFJ" Makki looked at me, really confused. "Did- did you just did a keyboard smash in real life?" "ya I did. Want me to teach you how to do it?"

So I taught him how to keyboard smash in real life while I had a silent gay panic. I wanted to scream but I needed to stay cool. Ohh ma gawd I fell for him even tho I just met him a few days ago?? Ohh gawd.

We spend hours talking, making fun of people we met before. We had a lot of fun and to be honest, I didn't want it to end. I just love hanging out with Makki.

After a few hours I saw Makki yawning. "You tired?" He hummed in response."Then sleep." "mhh Kay..." as soon as he said that he fell asleep and his head fell onto my shoulder.

I fell into an really bad gay panic. Like really bad. He was so fucking close. I can smell his cologne he wears. Omgg he's so perfect. His pink hair the fact that he's a bit smaller than me, that he's also a memer, his slightly beady eyes, it's all just so perfect. I tried not to freak out,    which I miserably failed.

I sat there the whole time in gay panic till Oikawa woke up. "Mornin." He smiled before looking at me, then smirking. "uhhh he fell asleep in you?" "uhh yeaaah hehe he was really tired." He yawned again.

"What time is it?" he asked. I pulled out my phone and read the time. "it's 6:30." he nodded. "Were you awake the whole time?" I nodded. "I'm not tired tho. So it's fine haha" He looked at me. I felt nervous. I didn't dare to break eye contact with him. He looked very scary right now.

"Can I ask you a question?" He said slowly. He seemed very serious. "uhh of course?" He paused for a few seconds. "You don't came into his life to leave him right?"

He stared at me, I can tell that he's serious. "No. I didn't plan to leave his side. I really enjoy being around him. He's just so funny I can be around him all day. I just- ohh sorry didn't want to rant about him now haha. "

I waited for his reaction. His dead stare turned into a huge smile. "Cod it be~ that your having a gay panic~~~"

I blushed hard at this comment and he just chuckled. "But I hope that you never leave his side. He was never so fast so comfortable around anyone before. Normally he would take a long time to trust people but its not my place to tell that hehe."

After an hour Iwaizumi woke up. He yawned and placed a kiss on Oikawas cheek." morning Mattsun. "he said, his eyes still closed.

"When are we going back?" Oikawa asked. "I mean we could wake Makki up and then walk back." After I said that they both look at each other. "sure~ wake him up." Oikawa then had a weird smile on his face and Iwaizumi just face palmed.

"okay..." I hesitated to wake Makki up but eventually did it. "Uhh Makki? Wake up!" He didn't heard me and I slightly shook him. That mad him wake up.

"Ughh shut up you little piece of shit. Nobody said that you could wake me up you motherfucker. I'll murder you." I was shocked at first the I smiled lightly. "Okay kill me. Do it pussy."

After I said that his eyes flushed wide open. "Huh??? Ohh sorry about that. I'll do that every time someone wakes me up."

"Ya I figured." I laughed. "We woke you up because we wanted to go back." Oikawa blurted in. "oh okay. Then let's go." After that being said, we all climbed down to the ground and started walking back.

We walked a while till Makki tapped me on the shoulder. "Hey Matt. Did you stay up all night?" I nodded. "Aren't you tired?" He sounded a bit worried. "I can sleep when we're back. I mean I'm not that tired." I gave him a warm smile. He just nodded.

The rest of the walk was chill. As always Makki and I showed us memes and the other two are holding hands and talk about random shit.

We reached Makkis house and we unlocked the door. We walked in and took off our shoes.

We walked into the living room. I sat down and the other three were looking at me. "What?" "Mattsun you need to sleep! You didn't slept the whole night. Right Iwa-chan?" "But I'm not tired. I could easily stay awake a few hours." Iwaizumi glared at me. "Okay Okay- where can I sleep?" Makki grappled my wrist and lend me into his room.

"Iwaizumi wants to sleep too so I let you sleep here and let him use the guest room. If you need anything just call me." And with that said he left his room.

I looked in his wall near his desk and there where a lot of drawings and these were really good. I even saw a drawing of the three on the wall. I'm guessing that was in Junior high and damn Makki looked cute. I felt my checks heating up. How can someone be so cute???!! OMG His cuteness should be illegal!

Okay after five minutes of another gay panic I fell onto his bed and damn it smelled like him. I want him to lay here with me and cuddle with me but I he would think I'm weird if I ask that. I mean we only know us for a few days. Ohh god

After 10 minutes I was still awake. I tried to fall asleep but I'm in a gay panic the whole time. Like how could I sleep when
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m in a whole ass gay Panic. Should I just go into the living room? Naah Im to lazy to stand up.

20 minutes later

Makki came into the room. "You're still awake?" I looked at him. "Yeaah I can't sleep. Haha" He smiled. "Then Imma stay here because Kawa went into the the guest room to cuddle with Iwa. Lol"

After a while of talking Makki seemed to think about something. "Makki, you good?" He didn't answer. He just looked at me for a solid minute. "I just wondered...why did your siblings stole your phone and set you name as cheerleader?"

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