Full Homo [Matsuhana]

Just wake up please...

OKAY TODAY 2 CHAPTER CUZ I FELT BAD FOR THAT CLIFFHANGER SO YOUR WELCOME

After a few minutes a nurse came out. "WE NEED MORE HELP!" W-what?

Hes dying...? No he cant. I stared sobbing again for the thousand time today. Oikawa, again, tried to calm me down. "Hes isnt dying and you know that. Hes gonna wake up and you two finally going to confess to each other." I was still sobbing but now I had a small smile on my face.

"Your a fucking Idiot." I looked up to him. "and I really love that about you." Oikawa looked at me with a weird look. "Okay don't insult and compliment me at the same time."

We stayed there for another 20 minutes till some nurses came out. They pushed Mattsuns bed outside, with him on it, still unconscious. They left in such a rush.

One nurse came up to us. "You three are Matsukawa-Kuns friends, right?" The nurse asked us. Iwaizumi answered. "Yes we are." She smiled softly. "I'm sorry to inform you, but today you guys cant see him again. I'm not sure if you guys can see him tomorrow but you guys can try." I nodded. "Thank you miss." She left.

"He isn't going to die..." I repeated these words again and again. Iwaizumi stand in front of me. "Makki... Let's go home." I nodded.

The both walked me home. The way home was silent. Both of them didn't wanted to say a thing and I didn't had something to say.

We arrived at my house and I waved them goodbye. I opened my door. "Takahiro? Why are you so late home?" My mom looked worried. Kagami was directly behind her. "Wait did you cry?" I can feel my eyes get watery again. "Mom." I started. "Mattsun is in the hospital. car accident." Her eyes widen. She hugged me. "He will be okay." And there I was, crying again. Kagami came to hug me too.

It felt warm. Like we were a family. "Kagami can I tell you something?" She nodded. "You are like a mom to me. thank you for that." She smiled. "You are also like a son to me." now i was smiling too, even tho it was just a bit.

"Taka are you hungry?" Kagami asked me. I shook my head. "Then you want to eat Ice cream all night, watch mean girls and cry your heart out?" I nodded. "That would be great." We both turned towards mom. "You need to buy a lot of Ice cream for Taka and me!" Kagami said and my mom sighed. "Well then imma go buy ice cream."

And thats what we did the whole night. I ranted to Kagami how much it hurts seeing him in this state and that I dont know what I would do without Mattsun in my life. She listen carefully and here and there also said some comments about my ranting how gay I was for him and I really thank him a lot.

next day

I didnt went to school. I was mentally not able to do that. I just cried the whole night and I wasnt able to sleep at all. My mom often came into my room to check on me but I didnt answered her every time she asked me something. I just didnt wanted to talk to anyone right now.

Iwaizumi and Oikawa also came by to check on me. They also looked really down. They offered me to go to a café to clear my mind but I declined. I already had plans. I wanted to visit Mattsun at the hospital.

I walked up the street. It felt so weird going to the hospital. I definitely dont wanna do this for long.  I walked inside the hospital, up to the reception. "Excuse me. In which room is Matsukawa Issei?" I asked the lady who worked there. "Oh hes in room 234" "Thank you." I walked away to the elevators. It felt like an eternity til the elevator reached the second floor. I walked outside and searched for Mattsuns room.

I went inside his room just to find him unconscious. Like yesterday. I hated it seeing him like this. It just breaks m heart.

"Hey Mattsun! Im here again. You motherfucker really made me cry all night. I couldnt sleep again. Oh and I ate Ice cream the whole night with Kagami...." I told him more about my current situation. even tho he wont answer, it felt really nice talking to him.

Again I stayed there till evening. "Okay Mattsun I need to go now." I squeezed his hand. "Ill be here tomorrow. And you better not die till then! Bye Mattsun. I love you:" I left the room.

I went to Mattsun everyday since this. Everyday after school. I always said the same goodbye to him. Still hoping that he would wake up. Even my sleep issues got bad.

5 months later

Mattsun was still in a coma. His family wasn't the same since then. I often went to then to eat dinner with them. They're a  bit happier than before though. I helped the twins to be happier about the situation. I went to different places with them and mad a lot of jokes. It helped a lot. They always seemed a lot happier when I was with them. The boy even started to talk to me. That means the both really trust me.

It was a day like every other. I was next to Mattsun, telling him about my day. But something felt different. Like someone was really listing to me. 

I looked over to Mattsun, nothing changed. Same position as always. "Your not awake, are you?" no response. Hes not awake.

 I stand up and walked to the door and opened it, just to reveal the twins and Matsukawa-san. "Do you guys want to see Mattsun?" The twins nodded. "Why dont you guys came in then?" "We thought you needed your alone time with Issei." The boy said. "Oh no. You guys can come in."

The feeling someone listened was still there. It was not them who listened to me. I didnt question it for now.

The three came in and we all talked about random things. After two hours the three left and again I was alone with Mattsun. "I really like your family Matt." The room went silent for a few seconds. "Well I should go home too." 

i walked towards the door. I was ready to say the usual stuff but somewhat told me not to. "You know Mattsun I really miss you." I opened the door. "Just wake up please..."  and left.