Complicated

4 (Afraid)

Jin pov

We were having dinner. My mind was everywhere. Mostly to two people. Taehyung and Jungkook.

To be honest Jungkook's words warmed my heart. I don't know why but I fell he was so sincere and honest about his feelings. I don't know if the things Jimin said had effects on me or it is the feeling he is giving me! Truth! This is it! The feeling I get from his words.

I never felt like that when Tae told me he loves me. A fear was always after hearing that sentence from him. But Jungkook's I love you makes me feel maybe....I am valuable for someone. I wish it is right. What if it is a big lie I am telling myself? What if he is a good actor? No I cannot trust him this easy.

"So you two do you have any plans about your wedding it is in the upcoming month." I looked at Jungkook.
"I am ok with everything as long as Jin likes it." He said and smiled.
"Ah you are this much inlove? So no fantasies for your wedding?" I looked at Taehyung.
"No as long as Jin likes it everything's great."

"Wow my dear cousin is so lucky for have a loving husband like you." He said and ate his food. Whenever he starts speaking I am afraid. The thing is I don't know I am afraid of what!

"Well...I think the wedding can be in my new hotel. Tae you remember the one you yourself made it special with your sketch." My dad said and looked at Taehyung. I looked at Taehyung's fisted hand. He once told me wants to give that to me as our wedding gift. He said he will hold our wedding there.

"Sure uncle! Actually I am sure Jin will love that place." He said and looked at me. His eyes!
"Ummm....I think the hotel...is not ready for now. More it is far from Seoul I don't like it. I think maybe Jungkook and I will think about it and inform you am I right Jungkook?" I said and looked at him pleading for his agreement.

He smiled and nodded.
"Sure! Sure! We can think about it." I smiled and nodded.
"But I really like to see that hotel." I looked at Jimin.
"I heard about it alot more now I found Mr Kim Taehyung himself has design it ah I really want to see that I don't think taking a look has any problem yes Jin?" I bit my bottom lip.

The weird thing was Jimin was looking straight into Taehyung's eyes. What is with this two?
"Enough Jimin Jin said he doesn't like there. As Jin said we will think and inform everyone." I smiled. Good think he is here. He looked at me and smiled. His smile made me feel alittle safe. The atmosphere is weird. Something is between dad Tae and Jimin.

"Ah I am really happy! Jin baby I am really happy for having a beautiful son in law like you. This little brat here was not a person to fall easily for someone. Now he has told he loves you I am sure he means it. I am sure you two will make a loving life."
"Thank you Mrs Jeon."
"Call me mom son. You as well my son from now." I smiled and nodded.

I heard my father sighed.
"Suho!" He looked at Mr Jeon.
"Yeah?"
"You ok?" He nodded.
"I just missed Jisoo. I wish she was here. She would be happy." He said and gave a weak smile. I missed you mom. I wish you were here.

Jungkook pov

"Can I ask you something?" Jin looked at me.
"Yeah?"
"Ummm....I know you told me you are not in love with somone but-"
"There is no buts then. As I told you I don't love anyone. I am not lying believe me. I never were inlove and no need to worry for that. And more that anyone as well contains you. I don't know if I ever will fall for you or no but something is telling me to give that chance to you. But I am afraid." He said and bit his bottom lip.

"Of what?" He sighed.
"The things that I know but don't know." He sais.
"Maybe you can tell me yeah?" He looked at me.
"They are alot. Like...like....there are some things that I myself doesn't know. I am more afraid of the things I don't know anything about them. But there is something that I am afraid about you."

"Me?"
"Jungkook! The only person I had all my life was my dad. I have no one except him. I just want you to know my heart cannot take any scars. I was always sad cause of my motber's absence. I was all alone here in this house. I hate that feeling. I don't want to fell like this anymore. So please if you are going to break my heart step back. My heart cannot take it." He quickly wiped his tears. I can understand how hard it was for him. His mother died when he was little.

"I want you to know something Jin." He looked at me. I went near him and wiped his tears.
"If I see you are heart is broken the one who will have more pain is me. So I will do my best to always see you happy and all smiling. It is what makes me and my life happy."

Taehyung pov

That asshole!

"It is something with Suho! I am sure he is doing everything on purpose."

Why he suddenly decided to arrange this marriage? The way he was speaking about the hotel. He has something in his mind.
"You at first did all of that things to my dad and now me. Just wait and see. See the way your son will hate you. For forcing him to this marriage and then for ruining his life."

I heard a knock on my door.

"Taehyung baby!"
"Appa come in!" He came in and smiled.
"How's my baby?" I smiled. He came and sat beside me.

"Tae! Baby you know you can tell appa everything yeah?" I looked at him.
"I know you don't like your uncle. But I must tell you Suho did alot for you. He let go of something that no one would do that just cause of you." I am always listening to these shits. What does he think about me? A child?

"Appa if it is about Jin I am not mad. He himslef chose Jungkook. Yes I love him and nothing will change it but I as well must respect his decision."

"Taehyung I am afraid." I looked at him.
"I don't know what are you thinking about or....what you want to do. But just knwo your dad himself wanted to be forgiven."
"Appa I am not a child anymore. More I don't get what you say. Now if you excuse me I have to sleep. I have lots of works tomorrow."

Jimin pov

"You must be careful!" I told Jungkook who was sitting in the garden reading.
"Jimin!"
"That Taehyung! His gaze. I hated it."
"He was a nice guy actually."

"Silly!"
"Hey you brat!"
"You didn't see his gaze. He was looking at you in a weird way." The things Taehyung told me came into my mind.

"What exactly you wanna say?"
"He loves Jin!"
"What?"
"He loves Jin. The way he was acting was saying this but love is not the only thing."
"What do you mean Jimin?"
"Be more careful! I will handle things. Just be careful Jungkook!"

"You mean something is between these two?"
"No! Something is in that guy's brain. I just want you don't enter any game he is planning. Be careful and be by Jin's side. Jungkook I know how much you love Jin. The only thing you must do is show and confirm that love to him."

Jungkook pov

Jimin's words were in my mind. More the things Jin told me.

Jimin is right the only thing I must give him is love. He seems really tired. Now I find what did he mean about afraiding.

"I will protect you and be beside you. No matters what happens."

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