(Poetry)- Deepest Sorrows

My mind

A prison,
Confined walls to hold those who have done a crime,
Their source of punishment,
The only legal way I can hide the monsters from the world,
My mind is a prison,
It holds greed, anger and hatred,
It holds pain, sadness and difficulties,
It holds loss dreams, broken promises and agony,
My mind is a prison
And the inmates want out,
Beating on the walls,
Biting, breaking and cutting my vains,
Pulling on my arteries and messing with my neurones,
Driving me insane,
But I would not let it show,
I conceal it and I hide it,
With a phrase unlike no other,
I say it and everyone believe me,
I smile and in a soft tone I say it.
"I am fine, and you"!
But these prisoners are wicked and mean,
Selfish and greedy,
Hate to see when others are happy,
So they hurt many.
When I feel love they steal it and replace it with trust issues,
When kindness show up they kill and replace with disgust,
And then everybody hates me,
I hate everybody,
I hate me,
I have to hate me
Since all these feelings are within me,
Isn't it just me.
I say all the bad
It comes out of me,
I hurt everybody,
With the mean words I say,
It's not your fault
It's not your fault
It's not your fault
It's not your fault
It's not your fault
It's not your fault
I am sorry,
I just can't stop me,
Why am I always angry?
Hey, How are you?
I'm fine, and you
Hi, How you doing?
I'm fine, and you
What's up, How you been?
I'm fine, and you
And you
And you
And you
And you
And you
And you
And you
And you
And you
And you
Hey, How are you?
I am angry and I hate myself,
And you