(Poetry)- Deepest Sorrows

Me

I am stupid
I am hideous
I am smart but ugly
I am sad
Always down
Cold and crying
I cut my hair
Dye it black
I dyed mine red
I bleached mine blonde
Well I wear a hijab
I wear short clothes
I wear long clothes
I mix mine sometimes,
I like morning
I like night,
I am afraid to sleep because stress and bad dreams
I like the peace in the air at evening times
I have tattoos
Well I have none
I got a few
But I draw them myself
I drink alcohol and smoke cigarettes
Do not misunderstand
I use them for stress
I do not use any of those
I only drink
I only smoke
I like make up
I do not
People hate me
I think that goes for all of us
Mother says she regret having me
Father says he wish I was not his
They both work a lot
Not really part of my life
Looks like we're a mess,
That is true
That one is me
That one over there is me
I am more like him
I am more like her
Right there is me.
I am thin
Well I am fat
I am in between
I don't really know
I have dark skin
I got light colored skin
I'm in between,
Long story short
We all different
True,
Though with the same problem
We are misunderstood,
You, them
Ever ME.