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"The heart was made
to be broken"
-Oscar Wilde

~your point of view~

Day 3. Three freaking days. That's how long it's been since the date. That's ALSO how long it's been since Jack has been avoiding me. At first I ignored it thinking it was some kind of joke. Then it kept happening. Whenever I sat next to him he switched seats. Whenever I walked into the kitchen and he was in there we would scurry out sometimes without anything in his hand!

I spent these days with Sophia and Kayla to distract myself but now I think everyone has noticed. The atmosphere is quiet and thick whenever we're both in the same room. It's almost like they're waiting for one of us to say something to the other person.

I've been overthinking in my room for the past two days. Did I offend him ? Did he hear a rumor about me?  What if he found out I liked him and thought I was super weird ? Every single possibility rushed through my head as I sat in the same spot. Last night I talked to Jae on the couch. Just sitting there joking around. That was until Jack walked in. It got quiet quicker than it should've and he avoided eye contact with everything in him as he reached for something he had left down there. After he left Jae looked at me with a questionable look to which I can only shrug and sigh since I didn't know the answer myself.

Now here I am once again overthinking. I sat in my pajamas with my back against the headboard, with a bowl of (f/f) ice cream on my lap and remote to the tv in my hand. Sophia was sitting on my left. Kayla sitting on my right. A blank stare on my face as I stare at the tv that has (f/kids show) playing brightly on it, and still not being able to pay attention. "Have you said anything to him that might've come off as rude ?" One of them asked I wasn't sure who though.I shook my head know "are you sure" I shook my head yes. The more questions they asked the more it made me frustrated. Why am I being ignored the moment I finally admit I have a crush? I thought to myself. This just feels wrong.

I cut the tv off and lay flat on my back "I think I'm going to take a nap guys" they nod and take the ice cream away from me before cutting off my light and walking out. "Don't forget there's practice with the managers tomorrow" Kayla said and I nodded.

~jack point of view~

I feel like a loser. Am I really this worked up over one date that I can't even look at her without thinking about it. After Jae confirmed nothing would happen between the two I felt so relieved. But why relived ? I knew I was interested in her but I've never been the jealous type. There's no way I would get jealous that easily. Liking something or somebody that much in such little time is messing with my head. I didn't plan for the ignoring to go on for this long I just don't know what to say when she ask why I did it. That was until Kayla and Sophia burst into my room with angry looks. "You!" They both pointed "me?" I hid under the covers which they snatched right off. "What did I do?" I said cluelessly "what didn't you do jack?!" Sophia yanks one of my curls making me flinch. "I'm genuinely confused" I choose to play dumb "why are you ignoring her?" Sophia sighs and calms down as Kayla continues to glare at me. "Ignoring who?" "Don't play the dumb act just answer the question before I break everything in this room" Kayla threatens. I gasp and she reaches for a baseball bat in the corner and my favorite vinyl. "Ok ok ok I bit , now put it back" she tosses it to the side making me wince hoping it didn't get scratched "I'm scared ok" they looked at me confused "of what?" Sophia rolls her eyes . "Of liking her too much this fast!" I spit out. I feel like I could've made a bigger effort to not say it but it was eating me alive the longer I kept it to myself. They both stare wide eyed . "I didn't expect him to say it that easily" Kayla says to Sophia and she nods "yeah I thought it would've taken at least two broken items in." Sophia responded making me cringe. Then she snatched the bat from Kayla and points it at me "go fix it before I smash your face in. You have until tonight because they have a practice with the manager tomorrow and if y/n is in a slump and messing up because she's overthinking why your being a douche then they'll be mad."

She's overthinking it that hard ? Maybe I have been a douche.

I sit up. "Uhm got it. Can y'all get out now" I roll my eyes and Sophia glares and tossed the bat on my lap as Kayla did the 'I'm watching you' signal with her fingers and they walked out, slamming my door of course.

As soon as they left I lay sideways on the bed staring at the wall "I have to fix this" I think to myself as I slowly peel the covers off of my completely and walk to the bathroom re-brushing my teeth and fixing my hair a little. I walk out and make my way to the place I need to be.

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I knock on the door to no answer.

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No answer again but I hear movement now.

"Y/n it's me are you taking a nap or something." After I don't get a reply I assume she doesn't want to see me which is understandable. As I'm walking away I hear the door open.

"Hey?" I turn around and look at her tired eyes.

"Hey."


Authors Note !
This is not proofread

Hey guys next chapter is the last one and then it's an epilogue <3 I wanted to make this story longer since so many people have read it but my writing style has changed so much and this story actually makes me cringe why are y'all still reading it bro😭✋🏾. Jkjk I don't judge y'all (only myself.) Anyways till next time (soon?) xoxo love you guys : )

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