TW: suicideSonia hated being a princess. She hated being royal when less privileged people deserved it more. She was loved. She was hated. She had so much responsibility to handle. It hurt. It hurt so much. She wanted freedom. Happiness. Chiaki gave her those things but... She wasn't there that night. Chiaki was out with Nagito and Hajime. Too busy. Its fine. Doesn't matter.
Sonia cleaned up her room. She threw out old stuff that made her feel heavy and too rich.
She slipped into her favorite night gown. She at least wanted to be remembered in beauty.
She left and apology note for her girlfriend.
She cried in silence.
No more nightmares.
No more responsibility.
No more hate.
No more love.
No more kingdom of despair.
No more life.She stood on her windowsill. The wind blowing in her face. Removing her bow. She couldn't hear anything other than Mitski's The Last Words Of A Shooting Star. She was planning to jump in three. Two. One..
"I've always wanted to die clean and pretty but I'd be too busy on working days..." She cried out before-
She was pulled back into the room! It was Chiaki! She didn't hear her come in.
"Sonia! Oh my god! Are you ok!?" She cried out so worried!
"I.." Sonia was still in shock. She failed. Again.
"Please! Tell me what's wrong!" Chiaki begged, crying.
"I just..."
"I just hate my life. I just want to start over! I hate this kingdom! I hate my rich ass self! I hate it all!" Sonia finally blurted out the truth.Chiaki cuddled up Sonia and talked about how she will always care about her, and that she is just glad that she is safe now.
(Authors note- this was written bad since I'm tired as hell and needed to vent)
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Sweet Gamer ❤ Soniaki Oneshots (Chiaki x Sonia)
RomanceI'm a little scared to post this because bullying and such but hey, this is my first genuine try at writing a fan fic, anyway, enjoy