Its ok

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Warning: a bit of angst and depression

POV: Chiaki

I can only remember spending my life on video games, money? Gone, WiFi? Low, headaches? Big.
Looking at a screen for hours and hours at a time, it wasn't really that bad from my point of view but from others, they could tell that I didn't sleep, that I was alone and obsessed with games, only a few people cared enough to help me, and that was Hajime, Nagito and Sonia. Hmm... Sonia? I understand Hajime and Nagito because they are my bff's but why Sonia? I mean...she does compliment me a lot, but she's nice to everyone even Kazuichi (sometimes) but why would a literal princess care about me? I'm simply a tired gamer that doesn't take care of myself...

Whenever I think of Sonia...I feel butterflies...am I gay? I mean, I do like Mikan, Akane, Peko etc. But...I like them more in a platonic way. But with Sonia...

I should like people like Hajime. He is my best friend (besides Komaeda) and is sometimes flustered around me but I think he likes Nagito, I think its cute.

Sonia. She's all I can think about...Sonia...
I try to distract myself with playing COD...but still, all I can think about is...Sonia.

Sonia.Sonia.Sonia.Sonia.Sonia.Sonia.Sonia.Sonia.Sonia.Sonia.Sonia.Sonia.Sonia.Sonia.Sonia.Sonia.Sonia.Sonia.Sonia.Sonia.Sonia.Sonia.Sonia.Sonia.Sonia.Sonia.Sonia.Sonia.Sonia.Sonia.Sonia.Sonia.Sonia.Sonia.Sonia.Sonia.Sonia.Sonia.Sonia.

Kazuichi and Gundham have been close but Sonia and Gundham have been closer...I trust everyone here but Gundham is making me feel...jealous?
Why am I jealous, me and Sonia aren't dating...so why am I upset? Why do I care? What's wrong with me-
She kissed Gundham...
She and Gundham are now dating...
I'm off course...happy? For them.

That night I cried myself to sleep...not even games could help me.

I'm so filled with despair-

"Chiaki? Wake up sweety, it's the afternoon!" I hear this soft and angelec voice call my name, I open my eyes and...

"Chiaki? Oh my goodness! Are you ok darling? Your eyes have a lot of tears." Its Sonia, it must of been a dream!
I jump into her arms and cry.

"It was just a nightmare! Please tell me you won't leave me for Gundham!" I cry.

She pats my back and smiles sadly,
"oh please, I would never leave you ever!  Plus, Gundham and Kazuichi are dating remember? Now come on! I made lunch." She says with so much kindness in her voice.

The gamer is a gaymer!

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