What Happened To Narry? (ON HOLD)

Chapter 12

I am SO sorry, but i hope this chappy makes up for it(: Thanks Lovies.

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Niall stared at me. Just wouldn't stop staring. I looked at him through the corner of my eye, like i didn't know he was there, though I obviously did. Niall took a huge bite of his toast, while staring at me. It got so uncomfortable that I stood up, excused myself for the breakfast table and headed into the kitchen. I set my dishes in the sink and turned around to see Liam's childish creepy 'i know something' smile.

"JESUS CHRIST LIAM!" I screamed, putting a hand over my heart. "You nearly gave me a heart attach." He just continued to smile, and it started to scare me. "Liam, what do you want?"

"Did you see Niall staring at you?!" He asked, excitedly. My only question was: why the hell did he care, like at all? "He was so determined not to let his eyes go anywhere else but you! I was so happy! Niallers finally going to be happy. Quick, someone get me a tissue."

"Yeah. It was kind of hard not to notice it. Nearly burning a hole in the side of my face." I say, shaking my head. "Oh, and Liam?"

"Yes, Haz?"

"You're scaring me." I practically run out of the kitchen before Liam had the urge to take my eyes out. He's scary sometimes. I look back. He still smiling like that a pervert at his plate. Okay. I take back everything I said before, Liam is always scary. 

I went upstairs quickly before through on a white v-neck, black trousers and white converse. I had my necklaces and bracelets on. I ran my fingers through my hair before brushing my teeth and flossing. I smiled into the mirror before realizing that i wasn't happy. Whatever Niall and I were, we weren't together. He wasn't mine. We just kissed a few times, some a little bit more dirty than a kiss, but never less just a snog. Nothing proper. Nothing special. I sighed before heading out to the hall where i ran into Lou. 

We still weren't speaking. So, considering the fact I'm living in his house, it could get pretty awkward. I'm in his property, so technically I have to be the one to apologize, but I didn't do anything. He did. Not me. "Hey Lou." I mumbled. He just looked at me and gave me a pained smile. "Look, I'm sorry for..." I trailed off. "Our accident, but I don't want it to ruin our friendship, okay?"

"Why the hell are you apologizing, Styles?" Louis asked me. I was taken back. I gave him a confused expression.

"Because you never did and I don't know if you ever will. I'm going to be the bigger person and say I'm sorry." I say, putting my hands in the air before letting the come down and smack my sides. "I'm sorry, Louis, that we kissed. I'm sorry you took it too far. I'm sorry you lied. I'm sorry you don't want to come and tell the truth. I'm sorry we stopped talking, but for the most part," I took a deep breath, "I'm sorry I don't want you." 

"Screw you, Harry." Louis says. "I don't need your apologizes. I don't need your pity. I don't need this. I don't need you here, but Harry, stop making it like you're all i need because guess what? I don't want you either." He stomped away. How the hell did that turn into a fight? I was apologizing for his sake. For our sake. For our fans. Why is he being so damn difficult. 

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"Hey Hazza, what are we?" Niall asks me as he enters my room before belly flopping on my bed. He put his hand on the side of his face to hold it up while he looks at me. "I mean, are we friends? Are we more...than....um...friends?"

"I don't know, Ni." I say. I would love to ask him to go out with me, now even, but I'm just not in the mood to be sappy or romantic. I looked up at him over my magazine and saw his blue orbs obviously filled with hurt. I felt a pang of guilt in my chest as my heart twisted. "I'm sorry Nialler."

"Just forget it." He said before getting up and leaving. I threw my magazine and face palmed. Why am i such an idiot? He was totally open to the idea of going out. He practically asked me. Damn it. I ran out into the hall and went to his door. I knocked on it forcefully. 

"Go away, Harry." Niall said from the other side of the door. I knocked again. "I mean it Harry."

I made my voice high pitched. "It's not Harry. It's Louis." I say.

"Nice try, moron."

"Please let me in Ni." I beg. "I need to talk to you."

"Talk to me through the door. I'd rather not see you right now."

"Fine." I huffed at him from the other side of the wood. "You asked me what we were, and i was being a jerk. I'm sorry, but I want to answer question. I have wanted to be more than friends for almost a year now, Ni. You have no idea how much you mean to me. I was scared, but when you showed me that one little hint, I don't know, I got confident and i was so happy. And when you kissed me back, it felt like my world started spinning again. I feel happy when I'm holding you, kissing you, touching you. And...I realized that you're not mine, Ni, and I felt my heart break just at the thought and I'm a dumb ass for shutting you out a few minutes ago." I took a deep breath. "What I'm trying to ask you is... Niall, will you be my boyfriend?"

The door slowly opened to show Niall standing there with tears on his cheeks, but a smile on his face. He jumped into my chest, hugging me. He nodded into my chest before pulling out of the bear hug. "Yes. I will." Niall said, before crashing his lips to mine before pulling away. It was short and sweet and it was nice.

The thing going on in my head was: I'm happy.

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Okay. The chapter's done(; NARRY IS HERE LOVIES. Anyway, you all should read "The Summer House." Gay couple I know you ALL will love if you love this story(; Thanks. << Hint hint.