What Happened To Narry? (ON HOLD)

Chapter 4

~Niall's P.O.V~

Not only has Harry been a real asshole to Louis, he had to bitch to Liam, too. I'm really disappointed in him, and I never am. Never. Harry's a good kid. He wouldn't do anything totally bad, but this tops everything and ruins everything i said before. I just can't believe he would say something as awful as the things he said to Liam. I never thought those words would come out of Harry's mouth, well to Liam at least. Honestly, i don't know what to expect anymore.

And what about the 'shiver' i felt last night when he threw his arm around me? He's done it multiple times and that was the first time i felt anything like that. I have to admit, Harry is a really attractive young lad, but i've never looked at him like that. Never. But now it's like he's in a whole new light. Like literally. I'm getting nervous and shy around him. I never get nervous...or shy. Especially around Harry! He's my band mate. Plus I'm not even gay. I would never be bisexual, that would confuse me. Now that I think about it, I haven't been with a girl lately, so how would I know what I'm sexually attracted to. Plus I'm still a virgin.

Wait, what the hell?! Why am I thinking about this now? It's really not a good time to think about getting it on with Harry. Louis is about to pay for the most beautiful ring for Eleanor, and I'm going to get a boner thinking about my own freaking band mate. Yeah. I don't think I'll be able to explain that one.

"Niall, do you think she will like it?" Louis asked, admiring the newly bought ring. I snapped out of the daze I was in and smiled at him. He was so worried about Eleanor liking such a gorgeous ring.

"She'll love it. I promise." I said. Instantly regretting I said 'i promise.' I mean, how would I know? But Eleanor loves Louis so much, she'd probably say yes, even if the ring was made of paper. I mean that literally, but I still feel weird about saying 'i promise.' I feel a awful twist in my gut, but I ignore it.

"Thanks Nialler." Louis says, pulling me into a hug. I don't have any hesitation when I wrap my arms around his neck. We pull away after a few seconds. Everyone thinks Louis hates me. Maybe because we don't have a lot of contact in front of cameras, but I love Louis just as much as I love the rest of te lads.

"I'm sorry to cut this short, but we should probably get going before the paps show up and ruin everything." Zayn said from behind. I smile, and nod my head, knowing he's right.

When I walk outside, I see Harry already in his car, on his phone. Plus his engine is already started. I sigh, wave goodbye to the lads and hop into the front seat of Harry's car. I slam the door. He drops his phone in shock. "Bloody Hell Niall!" Harry yells. I chuckle. "What are you doing in here? I thought you wanted to go with the rest of them." I look at him, and saw sadness and guilt in his eyes. Suddenly I feel really guilty about leaving him out, and yelling at him.

"Haz, I'm sorry. I shouldn't have yelled at you. Sure, it's a big day for Lou, but everyone makes mistakes. Everyone forgets sometimes. Lou will get over it." I said, laying my hand on his for support, for forgiveness. I felt warmth and tingles zap through my body, but I try to ignore it. It's uncomfortable, but I like it, kind of.

"I'm sorry." he said simply.

"Maybe you say that to both Louis and Liam." I mumbled. He's on a rage. I know he is. I don't want to say something that will like a fire under his ass.

"You're right." He agrees, completely unaware of my hand, until he looks down at it. He yanks his hand away forcefully. "We should, um, get going." I simply nod, feeling slightly hurt he didn't want to gold my hand. Uh, nevermind. I sound like a gay boy!

I am not a gay boy.

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:) erm. How am going to say this? Alright here goes nothing. I have a huge urge to wright a naughty scene, but I'll hold off. Plus I already have their 'first time' written for me and I feel in love, so I'm using that for sure. But who knows maybe I'll get a little Lilo or Zouis or even Ziam in there too. So yeah. Have a great day everyone ;)