Anomaly

I am sad today

There is no explanation that comes to my mind for how I feel today.

This extreme sadness, but there are no tears.

It feels like it will consume me, it reminds me of my failures and demeans my successes ( even though there are none) .

I wish I was happier, but to speak the truth, this is still better than feeling nothing.

So I am happy that I am sad, becuase at least I know that I can be happy, it is when I feel nothing that l am haunted.