My famous ex

Part 5

Time skip:
After me x and Jaden hung out I had to drop jaden home I was so nervous cause I was convinced they all hated me because I just left

Belle:Jaden um do u think I could drop u up the road from sway

Jaden:why belle

Belle:i don't know I just feel like there all gunna hate me cause I just left and I'm not really sure why u don't hate me either

Jaden:belle pull over

Belle:why

Jaden:just do it

I pulled over and got out Jaden got in the front seat and I got in the passenger side
He started to drive and I was very confused we was going to opposite way to sway

Belle:where are we going hossler

Jaden:u will see

Time skip:
When we got there he come to my door and opened the door for me we walked for 5 minute when we ended up here

Belle:hossler what r we doing here

Jaden;this is my safe space I thought we could sit and catch up

Belle:sure

We both sat on the rocks and just admired the view

Jaden:so what have u been up to

Belle:um not a lot really

Jaden:well I know that's a lie belle u have been of social media so I know you've been doing something

Belle:um we-ll i do-nt kno-w ho-W to
ex-p-la-in

Jaden:look belle u don't have to explain anything to be if it's worring u just know I'm always here

After he said that it made me feel some what safe and I know I can trust Jaden and I've always been able to

Belle:ummm um no it's okay u Deserve to know So I'm guessing u got the note I left

Jaden:um what note

Belle:ur joking I gave it to chase and nick to give to u

Jaden;i never got it
He looked sad

Belle:it's fine I'll just explain and I'll find the note another day so I guess it's a long story but I'll shorten it so after I helped u move into sway everything started to feel real I realised I um I I loved u and I
Got scared and I've always had really bad commitment issues and I guess that's what happened so I left a note and took of to New York.for about 3 weeks I was okay I believed I did it for the right reasons until I turned my phone on to see all the missed messages and calls from u the boys and the Girls.I realised I fucked up big time and instead of coming back and hurting u more I blocked u all and deleted social media I started using pills and weed and alcohol as a coping mechanism it made me numb to the pain i cut of everyone including Colson because I knew he would want to help me I ended up very depressed and reliant on the drugs and in the end I had enough I wanted to end it all I tried to overdoes I text kels and told him tell everyone I love him and then I woke up a week later I'm hospital kels saved me the doctor put me in a coma to help steady my heart and then kels sent me to a rehab mental health hospital and I was there 6 months then I come back and now I live with Travis and kourt I'm back to making music acting and the reality show and I'm just trying at the moment to stay stable I guess what about you