my brother's friend

three .

narrator pov •
the next morning 3:45 am|

taymor woke up feeling sore everywhere, not even wanting to move.
he looks up to his side and sees kentrell knocked out.

"lucky bastard."

taymor tries his best and luckily gets to bathroom on his own.

"fuck my legs hurt ." tay whined, doing his business then going back in the bed .

he lays next to ken, putting his head on his chest, staring at his face .

he starts to think, this is who he gave his virginity to, this is who he's starting to fall for, does he regret it ? he doesn't know yet, he feels pretty good about it . he's hoping he didn't make the wrong choice .

tay was brought out his thoughts when ken started to move around, he pretended to be asleep .

ken looks down at tay and just stares at him in awe.
tay was so perfect to him . he was so glad taymor decided to trust him with his body, and him in general .
he never thought he would love somebody so much .

he looks over to his phone, it read 4:05 am .
"should i let him sleep ?" ken thinks out loud . tay decided to act like he was waking up, opening his eyes slowly .

"i-im up ." tay's soft voice speaks up, rubbing his eyes .

"hey baby, how you sleep ?" ken kisses his forhead, rubbing his waist in a comforting motion .

"good, but my legs hurts and mama is sore ." tay laughs softly .

"i'm sorry, you mad at meh ?" kentrell's eyes soften .

"no no, its okay, im fine ." tay kisses kentrell's nose softly, caressing his face .

they just stare at each other for a minute .
"you so beautiful ," kentrell whispers, "fr baby ."

tay smiles looking down, he was very self conscious about everything . his smile, his forehead, the way he laughed, the way he walked, everything . he didn't know why . he tried to tell himself that he was pretty, he just didn't believe it .

"why you always lookin down, i love yo smile ." ken hooks his finger under his chin, lifting his head up .

"everything you do makes me so happy inside, knowing you happy makes me happy . you so fucking perfect to me . i know nobody perfect in this world but you are just.. everything to me . im sorry i don't know why i'm saying this shit so early ." ken says, feeling a little bit embarrassed because tay wasn't saying much back .

"it's not too early ken . thank you, i really needed that ." tay smiles, "you make me really happy too, i just .. dont want you hurt me . im scared to trust you . its not you it's just my past . i wanna trust you, i gave you my body, i never thought i would ever get there with anyone . so please, if i push you away, don't leave . you got to promise ."

kentrell locks their pinkies, kissing them, "i promise ."