Endless Soul

Goodnight, World...

Stupid, stupid, stupid. How could I be so stupid! He's my professor! Of course, his eyes are beautiful, but you don't say that to someone you just met! I can't wait to get home and tell Lani, she'll know what to say, right?

~At Home~

Anna💬:
lani, i fucked up.
Lani💬:
Bby what do you mean? Are you pregnant??
Anna💬:
i'm a virgin, asshole
Lani💬:
oh yeah, i forgot, sorry❤️
So what did you do???
Anna💬:
I have this really hot professor..
Lani💬:
Go onnnn..
Anna💬:
And I fell asleep in his class and he asked me if I wanted the notes
Lani💬:
Ok?
Anna💬:
So i said yes, and when i took the notes i accidentally touched him
Lani💬:
Baby, thats the virgin in you talking, why is that so bad???
Anna💬:
CAUSE I TOLD HIM I LOVED HIS EYES
Lani💬:
you told your professor you loved his eyes? yk what? That does kinda sound like you..
Anna💬:
you're not helping...
Lani💬:
don't worry about it, i'm sure he's heard way worse if he's as hot as you say..
Anna💬:
yeah, just today i saw like 30 girls ask for his number..
Lani💬:
see? told you
Anna💬:
you always know what to say to make me feel better 🙂
Lani💬:
you know it. now go to sleep. i love you
Anna💬:
love you too

Lani said it was fine, but why do I feel like this? His eyes looked so drained even though he put on a happy face. It seems as though the expression of happiness didn't reach them. I wonder what's going on with him. I stare at my hand, suddenly remembering when I touched his, it felt really smooth and warm, I want to hold it again. I want to feel it again. The warmth of it was comforting. And the way his eyes sucked me in was alluring. Those beautiful blue eyes. No! Snap out of it, Anna! He's my teacher, just because he's hot, doesn't give me an excuse to think this way. Besides, I need to focus on school. Ugh, I have to see him again tomorrow, and then the day after that, and then the day after that. I hate my life. I'm going to sleep, this is too much for me to handle right now and I'm tired. As I grab my teddy bear and turn the light off, I say what I always always say, "goodnight world, and to me a good night,".
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What a peculiar girl, that Analise. To say such a thing and run away with no explanation with such an embarrassed face, it's funny. I can't seem to get her face out of my mind, as I'm drinking my beer and watching the sky. Why are you the only thing I seem to be thinking about? Her hands were cold but, so soft. It made me want to touch them over and over again. I wonder what about her is just so comforting to me. The way her face lights up, her slight snoring, it's attracting. I can't be thinking this way of a student, maybe she reminds me of someone I used to know? Her face, her hair, her scent, her...everything. Ha, these thoughts can't seem to leave my mind tonight, huh? I want to hold her. To think I'm fawning over a student just cause she called my eyes beautiful . I've heard that same thing multiple times before, but why do I feel so good when she says it? The way her lips moved, and the way her face looked right after. I need sleep and thinking of her isn't gonna help me get any. The way to bed seems so far when both my mind and my judgment are clouded and my thoughts are filled with images of her. "Goodnight world, and to me a good night"
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Analise, my dear best friend. Whenever you had a problem, you came to me. When something didn't go right, I was your one and only salvation. You began to see me as a mother, but I never wanted that. Every time you got too close to me, I felt my heart beat out of my chest. Each time you hugged me, I felt all of my problems disappear. Your smile was contagious, and just like I was your salvation, you were mine. But you failed to realize just how much I loved you, and how I would do anything to make you happy. When I got that scholarship to study abroad in Europe, all I wanted was for you to do was tell me to stay and I would've. But instead, you told me this is what was best for me to succeed in life and be happy, when in reality, all I needed was you. I love you so much, but it seems as though you've found a new love, that's not me. Now my heart is broken and I can't help but feel bitter...
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Dreams, they're wonderful, aren't they? Well, that is until you get addicted. The thought of leaving this world and dreaming of a better one, going to a better one. The dreams start interfering with reality, and you don't know what's real, and what isn't anymore. You're trapped in your mind, and nobody is going to help you out, because that's simply the way of the world, everybody for themselves. So they're doing good in life, and now look at you, disappointing. I really thought you would do something with your sorry ass life. I guess I was wrong. But hey, with you, nothings new.

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~Nyx and Mil