Am I Ready?

Chapter 3: What Happened?

Ochako POV

Bakugo really made me feel a lot better. He has become more kind and nicer in general over the years, but not as soft and peaceful he is with me. We did become a lot closer I could even consider him as my Best friend but I just want him to show that part of him to everyone around him.

As the silence falls between us I start remembering what got us here. Their Kiss. Are they dating? Why were they kissing?

My thoughts were suddenly interrupted by a soft and sweet voice, "If you don't mind me asking what happened?" He is so gentle with me and I love it.

The kiss that's what happened. I thought. Maybe it was a miss understanding maybe it was just a kiss.

Should I tell him? I can trust him right? He will understand Ochako, just tell him.

As I hesintantly start speaking "Well I was---" *RIIIIINNNNNGGG* the bell interrupts me. I was slightly relieved; I don't know if I am ready to tell him, yet, but he seems worried I think I will need to tell him. I don't want to worry him.

"I'll tell you at lunch" I whisper. Maybe by then I will be ready or I can come up with an excuse to tell him.

As we walk back to class I try to seem happy so I don't worry everyone else.

As we finally arrive at class I notice that the teacher is still not here and that everyone is in a group near Deku-kun's desk. "OI! What's happening over there!" I hear Bakugo-kun yell. The crowd formed around the desk separate and I suddenly have a Déjà vu. Again I witness the hurtful sight of Deku-kun kissing Camie.

So it wasn't a hallucination or a one-time thing.

I look to my side for comfort but I see the same look as mine plastered on Bakugo's face. He seems surprised and hurt again but even more hurt than before. I glance back at the hurtful sight and notice a small smirk plaster on Camie's face.

Wait was she trying to hurt him? Did something happen between them?

I feel two arms wrap around me and notice it's Tsu.
"Sorry Chaco, they announced it. Kero." She says hugging me with a caring stare and a compassionate look.

I instantly hug her back and I feel tears sting my eyes. Not here, Not now. Control yourself Ochako.

I recompose myself "If he is happy... I'm happy" I say plastering a fake smile on my face and trying to sound as happy as possible. What a lie.

"Are you sure? kero." She says with a concerned look.

"Yes I'm sure" Another huge lie.

Right before Tsu said something Present Mic came bursting through the door.

She heads to her sit and I do the same. As soon as Present Mic starts talking I zone out.

Why was she smirking? Why was she smirking at Bakugo? Was the smirk for Bakugo? Why was Bakugo so hurt? Did something happen between them?

Questions started to fill my head. I started wondering and wondering until I felt a gaze upon me. Those red crimson eyes. We make eye contact neither of eyes breaking it. I fall upon those spicy flaming red eyes. They are just burning with passion and determination. I feel like I could live in the warmth of his eyes.

We stay like that for a full minute, me staring into is fiery eyes and him into my chocolaty ones. The bell rings breaking the eye contact. I snap out of the trance and pack my things, so I can go to lunch. Wait its already lunch.

I head to the cafeteria not sure where too sit, not ready to face Deku, removes Tsu and Iida from the mix, Yaomomo is sitting with Todoroki. I don't want to intervene or third wheel guess they are both out of the list. Sato, Toru, Ojiro, shoji and Tokoyami went to eat out with Koda. Definitely not eating with Mineta and his weird group. That just leaves me with the famous Bakusquad.

I head to their table with my tray. "Hey, guys!" I say with a awkward smile in my face. "Hey girl!" Mina said with an enthusiastic smile, "Hey" Jiro said. "Sup" Sero said, "Wasup" Denki followed. "Hi Uraraka san" Kirishima finished.

"I was just wondering if I could sit with you guys." I said with a small smile.

"Yea sure" Kirishima answered "Right Bakubro" "Whatever" Bakugo mumbled in responded. I happily put my tray down and sit to the available space in the end of the table between Jiro and Mina.

They started talking about random stuff and making jokes, they tried to make me as included as possible but I still felt left. They are nice but I can't help but feel like I don't belong my head suddenly wonder off to a familiar laugh I turn to it and see Deku-kun, Iida-kun and Tsu laughing. I wonder what are they laughing about.

I stand up and thank them for letting me sit there. I then go leave my tray and plate in the kitchen. They were fun to hang out with, they seem to have a special energy between them. Bakugo seemed different he seemed nicer to them, yes he was still mean calling them names cursing typical on brand stuff for Bakugo but also some off brand stuff, he seemed much happier and calmer with them, he seemed to smile and laugh more, he was even sort of caring, defended some of them, he even let them call him names. They are close friends what would you expect Ochako.

I head to the garden and notice a familiar head of ash blonde hair, he seems to be waiting for someone. His head turns to my direction and he notices me and signals me to come over. He's waiting for me? Oh I need to explain about earlier.

I head to the fountain where he is sitting. I sit down next to him.

"So are you going to explain why where you crying earlier?" He said with a monotone voice.

"well, you see..." I started talking explaining him everything. I explained what I saw earlier and about how I thought I had a chance and then started oversharing. About the lack of sleep, the nightmares, how I miss him, my insecurity, why we broke up. Basically everything.

By the end of it I was in his arms sobbing uncontrollably.

"So it's the fault of the DAMN NERD!" He said

Getting up letting go of me and stomping is way to the school. 

OOOOOFF sorry for the wait i dont have an excuse just lazy.Bye see u in a month or earlier.