Falling for you (MINSUNG)

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"Jisung-ah~~"

"Hmm?"

"What should I wear for my first date with her?"

Realization. 'Ah...he's straight'. It hit me like a truck...I was lost...miserable....helpless....a situation that I never wished to come...'even though I try this relationship could never get deeper'

Just a good friend, a little brother...just a nice fellow...that was the limit of our relationship....nothing more...maybe less...what was I even dreaming for?

Heartbroken. As if someone just dropped it and it shattered into pieces...pain...which felt more painful than someone physically hurting me...how could I be so careless? Letting you have all of me and then breaking me into pieces as if it meant nothing...

"Be calm, put napkins beside her plate for her, if she's wearing a skirt consider her first, open the door for her...the weather might get cold so bring an extra coat...girls don't like gold so don't wear any bracelets..."

I explained to you...but you have no idea how I was dying inside...instead of saying, 'don't go' I ended up washing your clothes to make your appearance better...you wore that shirt...do you remember? I chose that for you...maybe it meant nothing to you...but I was so happy to choose that shirt for you...now that you were wearing it for your date.... it hurt...so bad....