Why ?

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Blacke pov:
I went home after what happened and actually don't know what the fuck is happening to me it's not like the first time  i see someone crying but it's the first time that it made me upset seeing someone crying i just don't get it because the only thing that i wanted to do is to wipe her tears .

What the hell i am saying.

I was trying to push away my thoughts when the phone ring i saw who was calling i let out a sight and respond it «I TALKED WITH THE DIRECTOR OF YOUR SCHOOL TODAY IF YOU CONTINUE THIS WAY AND WITH YOUR BEHAVIOR I WILL DROP YOU OUT AND I WILL MAKE YOU ACCEPT TO GET IN OUR BUSINESS EITHER IF YOU WANT OR NOT!» without giving me the chance to respond he finished the call .

that was my dad after the death of my mom because of his business. I didn't accept to get into it so he hated me and sent me to this city letting me alone giving me money like i am dog ,but the truth is that i never felt like he is my dad so it was win win.

I laid in my bed and played my favorite song by arctic monkeys "r u mine?" And closed my eyes i don't know why this song is close to my heart even though it doesn't remember me of anyone but this time when i closed my eyes it scared me what i thought it was that girl ,the girl that just seeing her made my heart remember what feelings are like what it's like to want to kill everyone made her sad or anyone who was the responsible of her tear.
Isn't weird to think like this when i don't even know her name?

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Hope pov:

It was the final for the the bascket team of our school everybody is excited. we don't have classes today the afternoon so when everyone went to watch the game i stayed in the library between my books feeling peaceful with my imaginary world ...

I start reading ,after an hour i felt so tired probably because i hadn't sleep last night because of my overthinking ,so i give up and closed my eyes to the dark..

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Blacke pov :

When everyone went to the game i decided to go to the library so i can rest my mind from all this hypocritical world and this people.i do this all the time.

When i get in the library i searched a spot when suddenly my eyes spot a skinny figure sitting in a chair with her head in the table ,i walked toward it and i literally know who it was ,it was her.

I take a seat next to her and i start watching her sleeping .trust me i know it sounds creepy but i couldn't resist her beauty she have the most lighting skin i have ever seer with a short black hair and her long eyelashes that it most touch her eyebrows.

I was admiring her until suddenly she began to breath heavily it sounded like she is having a nightmare but it's more .so i touched her shoulder when she didn't open her eyes i shaked her and she snapped and she couldn't breath so i made her look into my eyes and i tried to calm her «breath with me..» i start breathing slowly so she can do like me «i ...can't...i can't..» when she began crying i freaked out and hugged her .

I hugged her for a moment until she calmed down and it was weird maybe because i didn't hug someone since my mom died.

She pushed herself out of my chest and start wiping her tears «why?» she asked me and seriously i didn't had a response because i don't know why i did it
«what?» i said
«why you calmed me ?»
«i don't know»
We looked into each other eyes for a while until i broke the silence
«why aren't you at the game?»
«i don't like assemblies»
«why aren't you there?» she asked me
«i hate people» i said honestly
She looked at me with a confused eyes.   «i need to go » she said while packing her bag and books .
I hold her arm and pushed her towards me taking her levent scent that made me forget my words but i need to know
«why this happened to you?»
«what?» she said with a shaking voice
«why those crises happen to you?»
«none of your business » she said while taking her arm and running towards the door.
She left again but i really need to know.

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