Me with you

Can i?

Here is another chapter
I know it's been a long time i didn't write but i really have a lot of work at school.

Enjoy the chapter
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Hope pov:
I stand from the seat and i start walking to the door when i made it out of the school i realized that it was dark and raining and like the stupid i am i was wearing a t-shirt and it was frizzing .

So while waiting for the rain to stop i went to the bench in the parking that it is hidden from the rain.
I set in the bench and i put my head between my hands , at that moment my mind went to the embarrassing situation i put myself in .

No one have ever seen me having a panic attack before -maybe because they don't even know i exist - but here it come that guy that in less than 48h he saw me crying 2 times and he calmed me while i was panicking and trust me i don't know why i felt the warmth in his chest and the peace that i have missed a lot.

Suddenly i felt a hand in my shoulder and when i turned my head it was him
<<what are you doing here?>>he said coldly
<<waiting >>
<<waiting for what?>>
<<the rain to stop>>
<<you will be waiting for a long time>>we stayed quiet for a moment just looking at each other eyes then he broke the silence <<come with i will give you a ride >>

I didn't respond for a moment then he said again <<come on i won't bite>>
I don't know what is happening to me but i found myself walking to his car without hesitating why i am so comfortable with him

He opened the door for me and i put the seat belt .he got in his seat and start driving.in the middle of that silence i thought that i maybe was rude to him in the library cause in the end he didn't do anything to me besides helping.

<<i am sorry>> i whispered
He turned his head towards me for a moment with a surprised look in his face
<<for what?>> he asked
<<for snapping at you in the library you didn't deserve it>>
<<i will forgive if you answer my question?>>

<<i can't >>i said because i already know his question
<<i just can't >>
<<alright>>he said easily which made me happy he didn't insist <<but you can tell me your name can't you?>>
<<hope,my name is hope>> i said
<<it's a beautiful name. i am blake by the way>>

After the conversation we were silent except blake's questions about the direction he should go .

<<park her>>i said while i was taking me seat belt of but it didn't open so i looked at him
<<can i?>> he asked and i nodded my head
When he was opening the belt i felt his breath against my neck and for a moment i forgot how to breath it was so warm so peaceful it was the same feeling that i had when he hugged me

After opening the belt he pulled away and gave the same look he gave me in the hallway it was blank but beautiful at the same time he was like seeing through my soul

I broke the eye contact and opened the door but before i closed it he asked
<<why no one called because it's late??and why all the lights are off? Shouldn't your parents be worried about you?>>
I froze in my place and gave him a sad laugh while saying << if you found them ask them why aren't they worried >>

i snapped and closed the door without letting him to say another word
Opened the door of my house and headed straight to my room and here we go again with the same routine i put my head to my knees and started crying while the rain is falling...

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It's the end of another chapter and i am actually really proud of this one

Malek